posted on Aug, 15 2010 @ 04:56 AM
Up until yesterday evening I stayed clean.
Then I had a smoke.
And one more.
Then, a thrid one. I don't think there was a fourth, but I'm not sure (yeah, there was some drinking involved).
The first one was real nice.
Perfect evening in the setting sun. Warm and damp atmosphere. A cold summer lager. A great friend who I haven't seen for far to long.
He had a pack of smokes.
I took one...
The second one didn't taste as good.
By the thrid, I was wondering why the hell I started smoking in the first place.
I don't think I'll smoke again, at least not for a long time.
Let's face it; it's totally overrated.
Besides, my hernia started acting up. I thought my throat was on fire there for a while.
Mouth went dry and the taste is really like if I had inhaled dust.
And the general smell that got into the skin of my hands! It just doesn't wash off! And to think I used to walk around like this, for years??!!
Just what the hell
was I thinking???
At least I now know that I am on the right track.
I'm done smoking that crap!
For all of you are in battle with the nico-demons; don't give in!