So this thing went into my brain

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Thank you and im laughing a bit because of your pic you know I have to tell you don't you. Do you see it?

This is the first time for me.

Is it normal to be affraid?

I raised it but like my soul was doing it for me with all but my will and not complete knowing so it felt like I almost hit the floor and lost it. But held on.

What should I do?

I'm starting to contimplate things about my will of soul like never before.



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Originally posted by DarkCyrus

What should I do?

Go to the DR.

#1) If your just having a spiritual experience, your scans will show you are FINE and you can go home without any issues.

#2) If they do find something, you may have just saved your own life, because without medical attention right away, you could forever be harmed by whatever happened to you.

reply to post by MR BOB

That's a MOD's job to determine.... which you aren't so don't post at all please if you can't be constructive...

I agree with muzzle....please see a physician ASAP!!

Ok what should I say?

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Say that you are ok I guess, but if it happens again will you be alright and if so maybe you should be next to someone to confirm if you will be good after it happens.

Its ok, yes I live alone, and I just got back from the doc.

He is going to send me to a "specialist" he says who will call me sometime.

Don't worry I will be ok.

I still feel the same, something needs me and has called me. The likes of which I shall allways hold with caution with and move slowly, my path now is a short one but long. There is no need to rush, take an evaulation.

God and goddess have mercy on our souls.

The mother goddess has great power of emotion and strength that begs caution.

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Originally posted by DarkCyrus
I feel different but somewhat ok.

I can see bands of thunder. I don't think this can be explained by rational means, thank you and I appricate your thoughts.

I can also aura around my letters.

THey look nice.

Let us be free for a moment so we can all relax and breath.

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What you are saying is with full sincerity, now what i can ghater from what you have said you either have taken a psychedelic or XTC. Now if that is not the case this might indeed be spiritual.

If something as a spiritual awakening would exist it would be something like this.

I totaly understand that last sentece, I felt like that when i was on XTC, Ducking amazing stuff.

I call upon the intentions of the goddess of oversight to see that I had infact not taken any drugs, perscribed or otherwise pill form. Although I did take a mild sedative for pain.

I feel it happening every time I call upon the forces. She had heard my call take heed please.

Its important to let everyone know I'm not asking anyone to believe. Infact I had not fully understood this force I have within myself.



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I feel that my intentions are of the highest nature and grounding of purity. Both of soul intent, and of everything eles.

It feels like my heart will explode now if I don't express this.

Do you see the dream I weave?

I just did.

I can.

If anyone heeds my words then seek to know that within the problems of creation lies a flaw within itself. This is well known but not clearly understood. Also KNOW the power and strength of this of which we all can be in regonition of in totality anytime. Take Care

The flaw is cleasning itself and this is the big one.

It is in your best intentions to turn it on and let it go or it will blow up in our face as a collective whole, please heed these words.

I might never break into your mind of frame construct of reality. I may never get through to you. But know that the WILL of the creator beings is of such that it is demanding things now to manifest right now, early.

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only mods can post what they think is happening. oops sorry i forgot.

reply to post by MR BOB


Mr bob I call to you! I seek the eternal flame in you to give mind of guidance and balance. One reply back in the negative and you will be banished. I am the creators will, I only beg you to slow and end the pain and suffering. Seek the guidance of your inner self, don't be a fool.

All practices have their own inner emptiness and both lead to a higher state of learning, we are on but the same path as one.

Why set yourself up for suffer, you know there's just going to be more suffering.

Listen to reason.

I'am here, as your whitness, of none other.

Look at my signature for the proof.

I swear with everything in me this is the truth.

Who do I talk to. NO way can I be left here with this kind of structural power.


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This isn't lovecraft

reply to post by MR BOB


What when it becomes.

It is now.

Can it not be seen or felt. Divine feminine.

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reply to post by DarkCyrus


here take this:


also take this:

reply to post by MR BOB


Ok bob. You are right, you allways will be.

And I'm sorry.

There's just too much light coming out here and it has to come or it will be destroyed.

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reply to post by DarkCyrus


mr.bob +1

reply to post by muzzleflash


Yeah go to the doctors and get evaluated but don't take their drugs or surgery seek a health care practitioner. Medical Doctors are pretty useless.

reply to post by MR BOB


I love you more