reply to post by EliyahuHaNave
Yes. This is what I have done and more.
I played the songs that struck a cord within my entire soul, I felt throughout all the top half of my body. Songs of Avalon.
I used fire, wind, earth, and water magic to combine all elements within and of the all.
I touched my soul in my chest, I felt it, and I expanded out and felt the all, with all my love pure and hope of divine will and intent. All souls
are one and now I felt this. Air, wish, hope, strength, courage.
I held the fire in my belly with my left hand below my navel. I saw and felt the energies of power go out with my pure intent and will and hope that
I only serve the goddess and god and jesus. The energy of the eternal flame, intent, divine will, power.
I raised my right hand and belt my elbow with my palm facing up. Wishing only for purity and divine will that is everything is love. Intergration
I put my hands on my upper chest with my soul and asked for complete protection, I tangled my fingers with the sign of total unity and binding of
heart of purity and will. My only thought was it can never be enough, I can never be enough. I willed to be EVERYTHING out of my pure love out the
divine respect for all life forms. Please.
As all of this unfolded I continued to go deeper. Listened to the songs and held the image and my truth of complete will. I started seeing images in
my mind that meant all elements of all life are one and tangled together with compassion and pure love that can never be seperate.
I held the intent of the eternal flame and all elements combined. I ask guidance from all. I seek guidance.
I felt the great need, something that was beyond me.
I felt pure love and beauty, birds were outside my windows and began to sing directly at my center DEEPLY their song. I felt the need greater and the
I went deep into the songs and allowed myself to be lost and for the pure hope and my will only to understand everything. I held the image of the
divine goddess in my mind and called forth and summoned out of my will and hope of purity, I called forth all creatures of Avalon including mother
I felt a schism in my lower being. Where I felt great sadness and there was a great pain within the whole of all. This pain exists in all things
becuase all things are one. We are all one and this pain exists within all.
The all of pureness. This is no longer about one of us. This is about pure freedom of all. Trapped inside us, is the all. Now we must let it out,
but to be cautious and respect of the power. Its coming out, its coming out.
And its going to hurt all of us becuase within the all existed this schism and the pain of it we bare. We need to heal it together, it is something
that cannot be done alone. But if we all have to do it alone, many lights will expode and free of pure expression and will divine. This is sad
because all will tremble and many will die to be fully realised, it will BANG into existance. Either way its going to happen, the hard way or easy
And so I watched as I stood before all.
I felt only PURE Sadness, I allowed myself to feel this complete sadness and to allow it to take over my entire being. I conjured more hope and more
love of will until it was pure and I asked before all creatures and mother goddess that I be purified and that I felt ready to make the ultimate
sacrifice for my divine intent and truth of will.
I wanted to more than anything.
I willed and wished for more, asking for protection along the way of all elements and life. Through this sadness, part of me exploded as if I was
being pulled from my limbs. And I felt pure fear with love overtaking me fully. It felt like I was giving birth through the top of my head and
everything that was dark existed within me was being destroyed, and I felt pure fear and pain of that destruction taking place within me, which is the
eternal one, of which we are all. The eternal all can see this pain and it is pure will. It just is and it does. It doesn't stop. It is pure will
and intent, and love. It is you and the all, your will is thy command.
This power is neither good nor bad. It is pure will and intent.
You are the all, the anticrhist and the christ. Within the all exist everything. Your will and intent is the crackling power of all.
Beings like me were put here to activate totally to cast judement aside and be the pure will of the creator, that was my will and intent.
When thy will and intent match the will and intent of the all, the power of all comes to you. This is a great force of power that is to be
All life is to be respected. Because within all lifes contain the same power of all.
With knowing but without my pure understanding, I saw the light of purity, of non judgment and pure love. The kind of love that is neither here nor
there or dark or light, but the combined might of all and both. Darkness exists within the light, it appears to contain it, and dark appears to
contain light. This is because light and dark are the same and one of the all. The Golden light.
I know what is inside me will burst out soon becuase this vessel can NOT contain it. There is a great need to heal that which is in pain, and I FEAR
for all life that when the time comes most of this pain we can correct ourselves.
That is why I'm here and the road ahead will be a slow and
dangerous one, where I must watch the step of myself. Becuase I may unleash the power of creation and collapse it if I feel that is the only way and
my power will unleash.
Everything must unfold and faster faster faster. Becuase this can not be contained any longer. It is with a great sadness that I reveal this to you
now, yet one of hope and understanding, that is so great yet requests more.
She has awoke the slumber within the heart of humanity. Respect all forms of life, including the unlimited godess. That is where the power is
contained. I have allways felt a deep respect for women and now I understand why. Please let go, this is going to blow up in your face.
I still feel the need and I fear it might break out again becuase only humanity is not ready and healed enough for the next step of evolution and so
it will be forced and its going to hurt and many will die.
This energy has to hold off and wait for humanity to catch up but it cant hold off much longer so please heed my advice. The more who awaken and
behold the true power of self, the less painful this will become for all.
The evil one has used the forces of all, both dark and light, yet does not contain the will of the creator. The evil one consideres itself greater
[edit on 15-1-2010 by DarkCyrus]