I got all numb and it was like something was pressing buttons in my skull and a dynamite of energy exploding and felt like it was pulling me out of my body. Its happening again, oh I feel like I need to turn it off or I will die whats going on?

It feels like the connection to the divine one BUT I feel pain and lost and fear argh I can't stay in this thing anymore. It hurts me so much that I might die inside out in a fire explosion.

[edit on 14-1-2010 by DarkCyrus]

maybe dont do drugs and post on here. we're not interested.

[edit on 14-1-2010 by MR BOB]

It makes a whole lot more sense now that i read your other thread...

Im afraid you have a mental disorder, please see a doctor... or just realize that what you say has no meaning.

Originally posted by MR BOB
maybe dont do drugs and post on here. we're not interested.

[edit on 14-1-2010 by MR BOB]

You lost mass respect from me, (Even though you didnt have none from me to begin with.)


Not all people who are more spiritual gifted 'unlike you" do drugs.

I know what is happening maybe.

You may be looking at a Stroke or Tumor of some sort.

I AM NOT JOKING AROUND. GO TO THE DR NOW!

This is one thing they actually CAN fix, so GO NOW.

Originally posted by Wertdagf
It makes a whole lot more sense now that i read your other thread...

Im afraid you have a mental disorder, please see a doctor... or just realize that what you say has no meaning.

What we are looking at is more akin to brain damage not a disorder of the mind.

He said he feels pain. Mental disorders do not cause physical pain in the brain.

Tumors or Strokes DO though. This is why he MUST see a DR immediately!

Please OP, go to the DR and ask him to check your head and explain how it hurts. They can fix you up they are getting pretty good at this.

Originally posted by DarkCyrus
I got all numb and it was like something was pressing buttons in my skull

This is NOT DRUGS.

IT is a freaking Stroke man!

MR Bob please think about this. He described it exactly.

I guess it could also be a type of concussion.

Regardless you need to get some MRI's and CAT scans now before it is too late.

If it is a stroke, than one good indicator is that like half of your body will become slightly useless.

For example your smile is not symmetrical anymore?
If you are not having these symptoms I will have to end up going with Tumor or Concussion than.

But we just cannot know until the DR gets to see inside your head to find out exactly what is causing you the pain.

Thanks for the loving sentiment and understanding.

Ive never been so affraid. The pain was in the heart and it feels like a panic attack and everything looks funny.

Looks like I might be going to the docter now.

Its like so much pain of my soul, and I was crying out top of my head.

But it got to the point where I felt no pain, only sadness emptiness and fear.

Could someone talk to me who knows of such things by private thanks

I don't think I can do this alone and im scarily close to something.

[edit on 14-1-2010 by DarkCyrus]

I feel different but somewhat ok.

I can see bands of thunder. I don't think this can be explained by rational means, thank you and I appricate your thoughts.

I can also aura around my letters. THey look nice.

Let us be free for a moment so we can all relax and breath.

[edit on 14-1-2010 by DarkCyrus]

Originally posted by DarkCyrus
I feel different but somewhat ok.

I can see bands of thunder. I don't think this can be explained by rational means, thank you and I appricate your thoughts.

I can also aura around my letters. THey look nice.

Let us be free for a moment so we can all relax and breath.

[edit on 14-1-2010 by DarkCyrus]

Yes, I know what you are talking about