bad times!

OK after much thought i have come to the conclusion that what
i am experiencing is nothing more than my own modern day
"inner avatar" a metaphor of my concerns about the way we
deal with our own problems in this turbulent world.

what i still experience has not harmed me physically nor do
i deem it demonic in nature, we make our own demons and
so we must understand what they mean to us, in my case
i put it down to a little self doubt about my place in the
universe, what it means to be human and not a cog in
some machine.
i don't claim to have all the answers to my problems
but at least i have learned not to be afraid of this image
it just serves to remind me to question some of the choices
i take in life and make sure i choose wisely.

thanks to all for there input.

reply to post by stealthyaroura


True.

What I told you stands true as well. You need to change your focus. If you continue to focus on this "phantom," for the lack of a better term, it can and will manifest itself into actual existence.

reply to post by SpeakerofTruth


AHH speakeroftruth i have read about thought-forms and i find the
possibility fascinating i read your previous post and listened to what
advice you had to say and i will take it on board just in case you
are correct.

but i will admit i am curious to allow it to come to fruition and see
what happens as i do have an interest in the paranormal.
not wise i hear you say?maybe i have no control over this
thing but so far that is all it is, an image, a distraction.

reply to post by stealthyaroura



Well, the paranormal is interesting. However, I just hope that you don't wind up being one of those individuals that starts tinkering with things you know nothing about then want to label it "evil" because things turn out negatively for you.

This is just my opinion, but you have an active imagination. And while you may have a strong mind you probably have some obsessive compulsive personality traits. Once this image popped in your head for whatever reason, your imagination and the OC traits took over. Now you see it all the time. yOU can feed it and nurture it and wish it to life but it's still just going to be a mental image. Let it go.

Try and contact your friend?

i decided not to let this thing rule my life and have since put
it out of focus, it was starting to get a little out of hand.
funny how it seems people no me better than i no myself.

it took writing this thread and reading the posts to confront
the "inner demon" and "exorcise it" if you will to get some
sanity back. thanks to all.

stealthy~