reply to post by xynephadyn
The times of missed cycles they took them at about 2 1/2 months, I suspect, for I woke in those years, with brusies big ones on my thighs, and
physical signs. I was shocked and didn't understand what was going on. But I also was programmed not to research anything it felt like a block. When
asked if I wanted a daughter, that seemed to be immediate. That the egg was taken immediately, I was having gynelogical work, interior work done,
could feel that area, the ovulation area., whiile it was still distorted because I forced into these mind scenes with this man, while I it felt like I
was on a cold hard surface chilled to the bone. I just kept interrupting and wrecking every scenario used and lectured them both on what positive
beings were like. I think they needed my hormone levels raised for whatever they were doing to be successful.
I had what I call negative experiences since four. And then some kind of dual thing occurred, where those fear based ones, disappeared, and there
were others overseeing. I felt there was protection. In the end, there was, obtained by trying to put the doctor at ease, though I had no idea if she
was postiive/negative, or was harming me. That brought an end to something that even involved my son. Though we still had experiences, they went to
a quantum level. I've posted a few times of actually having the grey at the door, a year ago last may, end of may. Though a pinky, more like the
roswell crash, deeper dusky color. But this time I knew it was a masked dream for the family abduction because it was surreal, but clues were given,
trails to follow. Quantum answers. And ET_MAN told me that more was done, but I wasn't allowed to remember it, this was the implanted parts they
wanted me to have. All I know is I saw one directly in front of me, and then he leapt to the side and vanished, in the evening, and then woke up at
prior to 1 30 am, after experiencing a masked type dream of family abduction.
Anyway, everything changed. Even during the negative ones, I never was fear based though, I had respect for everyone, concern for everyone. There
are limits to what can happen.
But the sexual abuse and harvesting of dna or hybrids goes on alot. I don't approve, their underground program and the women and children sexually
abused there is horrific, and my friend who was special forces, AB bloodline, and compartmentalized has had quite the time with waking up with wounds,
chunks missing, and women, in the night, then blanked out. I stood under the stars and gave them all hell for that, and was tested, contact durning
meditation and a sighting of a craft just after it.
We get tested alot too.
I'm actually really glad I don't remember those things, and what was conscious recently last few years, altered and they obviously wanted me to know
or recall some. To understand.
The siting I had over a year ago, resulted from the childhood ones, so a connection to those moon based memories of nazis, ets, and the US navy was
there. Also nordics. For some reason Alpha Centauri always comes to mind. And Orion connection, for the name Rigel does as well, or place. So
different elements, and its confusing, when I remember slices of it, trauma pits open for quite some time and I fall in. So don't want those
memories. When this happened, just after another slice had opened, from something someone said, online, widened my memory. I had a communication in
the morning, like is apt, telepathic connect. And I shrugged it off as not real, but knew it was and kept asking Do We Have Time, because I know
changes are coming. And then in the evenign I saw the grey and then dreamt the whole family was abdcuted, and the last part was about filling out a
questionaire, where the date of the first sighting we knew was a ufo, was asked. My oldest was there, so I said, this must be your first. He asked
for the date. I looked at the blond women, one of 4 identical looking clones ,she shrugged as if to say, We don't do time.
Then she said, But I will you this, This Day took 9 Days to Complete.! And I was to write it down. Groundhog Day the movie came to mind. And when I
went downstairs at 1 17 or 1 19, am , my son said he felt like he had been dropped off (he has had missing time while up before and sighted a grey as
well), at 1 11 am. In my implanted dream, 3 of my family, him, my father and my brother were dropped off in blue mechanics type uniforms, navy,
covered in Rust colored soot or dust that they were shaking off Salt mines came to mind. Black operations. Really choked me up, but the experience
was not negative, it was interesting and Quantum.
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