reply to post by cautiouslypessimistic
I really don' t know where to start. I am a high functioning autistic, but I certainly can't speak for other autistics since there's such a wide
range individualized behavioral and neural items that it's regarded as a spectrum instead of a specific item. For myself, when I was younger, I got
around four hours of sleep a day, now at the age of 43 it seems like there are days where I can't get enough... it's probably age.
I lack empathy, although I've learned to use scripts to fake it.
I've always expected order around me, and can see the order in chaos.
During my military years, I enjoyed the regimented lifestyle. I was good at what I did, and my peers regarded me as 'scary' because I had a
reputation of having a focused ruthless efficiency that served me well. But, when I got out, I discovered that I didn't truly grow at all while in
that lifestyle, I had lost my self identity.
Now, 17 years later, 25 years into 'adulthood', I am where I should have been 13 years ago. I still have a very formal face to face way of manner
that irritates some people that I deal with.
I don't consider the spectrum to be evolutionarily advantageous at all. Quite the contrary.