posted on Apr, 2 2009 @ 11:56 AM
This happened to me 3 years ago.
At the time I was having a very deep depression, i felt very disconnected to everything. Although i had everything, nice car, good friends,awesome
parents and nice girlfriend, i even got the chance to study design in a very good college. I mean EVERYTHING a guy could wish for.
All my life i always had a feeling that our lifes are all so mealiness, and for that i felt really frustrated, despite i had everything, i couldn't
find a higher purpose in life, which really bothered me.
My mother never let me glue posters to my walls,above my bead i have little figures of two angels, one in the right and one in the left, so since i
was a kid, i always remember talking to them to ask for protection.
I'm not catholic, i don't believe in angels per se, i just feel that its possible that we have some kind of force protecting us somehow.
One night, i was in my bed, getting ready for sleep, and started crying.
You know that feeling that you have when you feel that this is not your path that you should be following in life, and everything around you is wrong?
thats how i felt.
And then in my despair, i turn to God for the first time i said:
"Please God, let be part of your army of angels, take me away from here and let me fight for a greater good"
At this time, a huge light appeared in my room, i had my eyes closed shut because i got really scared and i didn't want to see what it was . But even
with them closed, i could see that it was a very intense white light, imagine when you look at the sun with your eyes shut and you have an idea how it
Suddenly i felt that light entering in my body and all my fears suddenly ceased. It felt like i was one with the light, and i could SEE and feel my
body expanding to everywhere.
I have no idea how much time i was in this state.
When the light left, it was really quick, it was not aggressive, on the contrary it was really calm, like a feather leaving my body.
I don't know what happened but have a feeling that I joined that army...
[edit on 2-4-2009 by _Float_]