I Know the exact time i started getting these feeling's.
They have just got stronger last 2 too 3 month's.
Let me try to explain this from the start...it may sound flat crazy as all get out.
When about 15 years old i had the same dream for 5 day's.
The dream was always the same.
It was a Woman that i meet fall in love and have kid's.
It was always the same woman.. but different event's..and we aged but we was the same people just aged some.
After 5 day's of nothing but dreaming of her i could remember everything about her..face body hair eye's voice ect.. When i woke up even day dreamed
i remember a few time's because the dreams was so real like.
But on the 5th day the final day of the dreams something happened.
Something i can't write in word's..Just because it pertains to what i call biblical end of the world stuff.
And as i said before i am not even remotely religious or have ever been in my life.
But after a few days i let it all pass and wrote it off to a childhood dream.
Never to think of it again.
Now i was 25 years old when i met my wife.
And have plum forgot about any dreams i may have had..and had no reason to even dwell on it.Why would i you know.
Something seemed odd and familiar about her as if i knew her.
But i blew that off as to i was getting the good's..you know what i meen lol
Until one day 1 week after we was dating.
Was driving down the road and she turns to me and say's something.
For some unknown reason i knew exactly what she was gonna say...EXACTLY...
So i was looking at her like Wtf it must be daja vu or something...
Then i realize she is wearing the same cloths as the girl in my dreams 10 years ago and look's just like her..even sound's like her..and i remember
her asking me that exact same question...
For no reason after 10 Years i get dragged full circle kinda from a dream to reality.if you can get what im saying lol
And it hit's me like a brick the second i realized i do know this girl.
At least best way i can explain.
I can't and have not even tried to explain this to her.
But i did tell my mother my dream i was having when i was 15 and once i told her what the kid's name's was and the girl i was with.
I asked her last month after 18+ years of the dream if she remembered me telling her the names of the kids and wife i had in my dream.
She said not off hand but i wrote it in my diary..i write everything. in it.
The next day she call's me to come look what she wrote down...
But told me if i looked on the other pages she would kill me.
It was my wife of 9 year's name..
with both of my kid's i have now for real...names wrote down all those years ago.
Plus+++ i let her name the kid's i had no decisions in it what so ever.
Spooky to say the least at least for me.
But alot has happen off and on with the deja vu from the dreams once we have been together.
And to be honest i still don't see it coming till it happens..
There is no fore warning Like tomorrow i bet she does this or today this will happen.
But when it happens i automatically know it was from that dang dream i had at age 15.
Dread so to speak always follows because i am a rational man.
If i know for a fact i was showed all of the event's with my wife and kid's...at age 15..i know it sounds crazy..hell i admit that.
But it's happening.
Does that not meen the 5th day of my dream will soon come to pass?
Logically speaking if all the other event's happen.
Logically speaking the other would to.
And that is what i think is eating me up...WHAT IF???
I will not say exactly what i saw on the 5th day.
I will not say how old me and my wife looked in my dream.
I will not even say how old my kids looked n my dreams when it happens.
Because this is not intended to try to predict the future or what not.
It just happens to me.
You can call me the crazy man ...hell i would if i was in your boat's.
Either i am a madman..or it's real.
And if you knew me . you would realize i am not crazy or mad.
[edit on 9-3-2009 by TheAmused]