posted on Nov, 22 2008 @ 08:54 AM
WHEN IT'S THE DARKEST,THEN YOU SEE THE STARS.
Perhaps it's the cold temperature, or the snow on the ground.
Perhaps it's the shorter days, and longer nights.
Perhaps it is yet another holiday that should be filled with joy, but will not.
Perhaps it is the nightmares that wake me every night with just an empty pillow beside me for comfort.
I cannot smile anymore.
I cannot find the laughter anymore.
All I see is shades of grey.
No red, no green, no colored lights.
No precious silver and gold.
It's all dead, like the leaves on the ground in Autumn.
I can look out my window, and see stars.
Beautiful and bright, but as everything else,
Too far away.