If we are asked to:
join the Galatic Federation - GREAT
become "higher beings" - GREAT
Pretty much anything along those lines that is positive - GREAT GREAT GREAT!!!!
but...if something negative happens...like the NWO or real "evil" aliens killing us off...not so great. I am dreading scenerios like that.
I just want some idea. Postive or negative? Ya know? There are so many conflicting theories that is it hard to make sense of everything. I find
myself in full blown panic sometimes. I can't remember who it was (sorry), but someone posted on a thread not too long back about how we don't know
what is going to happen so just enjoy the days you have. That person was so right and life should be lived like that no matter what (regardless of
2012)...I just can't always adhere to it.
Sometimes I wish I never stumbled upon 2012. From there my interest of aliens and government conspiracies grew. Maybe I was better off being
ignorant to this.
Then again, maybe me knowing that there is some slight possibility the government is purposely plotting 2012 might help me. Who knows.
Sorry, I am going off on tangents here.