posted on Feb, 20 2008 @ 03:46 PM
The world to me was wrong from my early childhood. I could never grasp the concepts of greed, violence, war, hatred etc. Too be honest, if I could
leave this planet tomorrow, I would be on the first flight out.
It is a corrupt, vile, and G-dless, there are a few people, who make living here bearable, but when you see people struggling with nothing and the
governments trying to squeeze money out of people like me, who are disabled, and pensioners having to choose between heating, or eating; it leaves a
bitter taste in your mouth. I can remember seeing the Vietnam War on the news, as a child. Even then, I asked what was the point of these people
killing each other. Despite the wars, nothing has changed and nothing will change.
What keeps me going is I have a loving family, and through the internet, I am able to connect with like-minded people.
There are so many other things wrong with the world, but I haven't got the time to list them all. Debauchery and other things of that nature are now
commonplace. It is a bit like Sodom and Gomorrah on a larger scale.
There are so many wrongs with the world that I am forced to take pleasure in the small things in life, which I do anyway. It is appreciating the small
things in life that reminds me that G-d is still with us.
I know this isn't the world that He intended for us, and it is a world that when my time comes to cross over, I will be pleased.
There are a few nice things in the world, but they are being eroded over time, and soon I wonder if there will be anything left.
I blame the governments for allowing people to be impoverished while they live bountiful lives with no regard to us minions. I blame the governments
for the state of the planet, as they have done nothing at all. I blame the governments for allowing innocent people to suffer, especially disabled and
the pensioners, along with the children.
We no longer have morality in our societies, and immorality on every level is running rampant. We are running out of control. It is like we are all on
a train going fast with no brakes, at any moment it will crash, because we can't slow it down.
Then again, I wonder if morality ever existed. I know we all fall short and we make mistakes, but there are people making mistakes and not learning
from them. I am referring to politicians in particular. They are not in touch with the real world or real people. The few who are in touch with the
real world aren't enough to undo the damage that has been done since the industrial revolution.
I have never liked living here on Earth, even as a child. It felt wrong then and it feels wrong now. I am on my 44th cycle of life here and will be
glad when I can leave this G-d forsaken planet.
However, in the meantime, I am grateful for all my loved ones that have been brought into my life which makes being here tolerable.