posted on Jan, 29 2008 @ 01:47 AM
I am wondering if I have become agoraphobic because of how much time I spend inside now. And I used to hardly ever be home when I lived back home in
Australia, was always out in the sunshine, on the beach or just out walking and loved the night even more. You couldn't keep me home cold or hot
Out here in Japan I find I get depressed a lot when I go out, for no apparent reason, guess I just don't like it here.
I feel all out of my element and just don't enjoy myself much when I go out, well alone anyway. I used to go out for walks all the time, just to get
fresh air and here I just don't like to do it. No idea why that is but I am happier staying indoors.
I haven't even felt comfortable enough here to go out and get a job, I don't have to work but I would like to. Just don't want to here. I'd say
this is culture shock at it's best (worst)
10 months of this to go *sigh*
I hope Spain is nicer to live in than Japan.
Don't feel bad Steve, at least you are being somewhat productive and when it's cold it's the best excuse to stay in and rug up in front of a good
movie or fire
[edit on 29-1-2008 by ImJaded]