posted on Feb, 12 2007 @ 03:13 AM
December just rocked up, I was still heavily on drugs, however only having ecstasy now, I was also determined to get off this dreadful habit, so one
night, I prayed, I prayed to the ‘TRUE GOD’ of the universe, I didn’t care if its name was Allah, Buddha, Chrisna, Horus, or Jesus. I just
prayed, and I prayed to do something to me if I took another drug, to punish me somehow, I didn’t care what, just to do something to get me off my
destructive path I had set up for myself.
December 31st 2000. It was New Years Eve, and I had decided to go to “The Rise” nightclub with my drug buddies, whilst walking in, they had
changed their original logo to one of a falcon flying over water. Little did I know, something had been planned that night! Whether it was an
alignment of the true God answering my prayers, or whether it was a covert sting operation, something went totally wrong.
I went up to one of my so called mates, I asked him if he could get me an Eccy which was the term used for ecstasy within our group, he later returned
and dropped it in my hand, it was twice the size, and it tasted very acidic. Didn’t matter though, I was out to have a good time. About 20 minutes
later, I began to feel it – strange, very strange feeling, wasn’t nice at all. The countdown to January 1st 2001 began. Ten, nine, eight, seven,
six, five, four, three, two, one, ………..
And that’s when it happened. Someone ran up to me and placed an Electronic zapper against my neck and electrocuted me. I blanked out at the same
time the celebration exploded with loud music and bright lights. When I came to almost instantly, my reality had changed, totally freaking out at the
negative pinging sensation, with the bright lights, and loud trance music, I was off the planet. My mouth started drying up, my nipples started
tingling a painful sensation, and I was sweating profusely within a couple of minutes. I looked for my friends – they were nowhere to be found. I
stumbled to the toilets and looked in the mirror – “WHO THE SMEG IS THAT” I thought to myself. It didn’t look anything like me, It was me,
but it wasn’t me, I could see the words come out of my mouth, I could see the music bouncing off my body. I could hear the colors of my clothes.
What crazy buggered up mess did I get myself into. I looked closer at my eyes. Where in the world are my pupils! They had disappeared! I just had
a huge black hole in my eyes. My eyes were so dilated it was scary to look at myself.
Someone came up to me in the toilets and tapped me on the shoulder. He was wearing a black suit and black sunglasses, it was the same guy that zapped
me on my neck. He lifted his sunglasses up and said “I know you like to hack”, he grinned whilst saying that. I go “what?”. He then puts
his sunglasses on and says “You love to hack don’t you” with a smile on his face. Totally freaking out about what I had discovered with the QAZ
Trojan, fear filled my entire being. “I don’t know what you’re talking about”. Then he tapped his sunglasses and said one last time before
walking off. “I know you love to hack, don’t do anything stupid, if you do, you’ll regret it for the rest of your lives”. Lives? Plural? Wtf
was that all about!
I was totally going off my mind at this point, no idea what he was talking about, hacking? I don’t hack? I secure systems, I don’t break into
them! What in the world is going on! He left me at that point, leaving his sunnies behind.
On the way home, when my friends finally returned to pick me up, I went downstairs, there was a man covered in blood. My friends made the effort to
pull me away from freaking out in front of the nightclub. They were explaining that he had been there most of the night recovering from a physical