posted on Jul, 24 2006 @ 07:15 AM
Well, it all started with a girl. When we talked we would just click and we had everything in common. We found ourselves quite attracted to each other
and started hanging out alot and thats when the crazy stuff started happening.
Ok, so we were with friends.. loosened up and were all sitting down. The only way i can describe it is that we can open up a connection between our
minds. Its like just between me and her and when its open we sorta like share feelings but then other stuff starts to happen. She was able to think of
something and i could tell her what it was and she was giving answers to questions that i had in my mind. We freaked out everyone else there heh.
It was like i could feel everything and get stuff from her when i was around her without even saying anything just being there. It made me hurt inside
not being around her.
This got me understanding chakras way better and start medataing, its been 3 weeks now and im a totally changed person.
We have since talked about this and relised a lot of things. Its to freaky what we have. Theres not one thing we both differ on its all the same...
completly different upbringing but totally the same. Like nature vs nature. Not one day goes by that i dont realise something the same about us.
We also both have different natural psychic abilities. This is like the dot in the ying and the yang. We are primaraly the same but have only this
differnce. My natural ability is empathy to know what people feel, strongest around her. Hers is that she makes people attracted to her and feeds off
that energy for attention and self esteem. Sounds wired but its true, i did pick this up about her. Its nothing she says, nothing she does psysically.
If shes attracted to that person, it will turn on and they will feel it and be attracted to her. It has been discribed as "giving a peice of her
heart to everyone". This is almost like a curse, its uncontrolable for her and probably generating lots of bad karma by the way it makes others
We have both come to the conclusion that we are the same as in a parralell incarnation. I think she is a more expierenced sprit. She has met a few
other people that are the same as well like us and one that is a complete opposite. The only think they have in common is this ability (hes other side
of the ying and yang with his dot being the ability i have described about her. She has a long history with this person.
Anyway, back to what ive been doing and my spiritual development. Ive figured out that she opens me up inside. I know more about myself and about her
when im with her. It still kills me not being around her. But ive been able to meditate on this and practice with the visualising balancing and
cleaning excursised and its has helped. I know what its like to have most of my chakras open, even just a little bit for some of them and how to close
them control how i feel. Since im naturally empathetic the heart is the strongest. followed outward by the rest. im currently focusing on the root and
crown. root it much easyer heh go for a walk, clean my car, pull apart my pc heh.
Anyway another strange occurance was when i was with other friends at a restaurant. We were having lunch after a big drinking night and just before
the meals came my solar plexus chakra opened, i didnt shut it but closed my eyes and meditaed on it to open it up more. When i open this one it makes
me feel full and not eat anything. when i was medatatin for that minuite the thought came subconciously that i would affect people around me. well the
meals came and i didnt close it, me and the two girls to the left and right of me bearly touched their food while the 7 or so other people finished
them all off. Im finding that women are weaker spiritually than men.
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