posted on Jun, 4 2005 @ 04:54 PM
I've mentioned in the past about my vivid dreams, but i've had my second dream of being murdered. Now what marks both of these as being different to
my other dreams is that they are not as vivid, detailed nor as long. The first one was being in an alleyway, with a bearded man over me, takes a
knife, says "i've got to do this", slits my throat, and then I drift out of conciousness. It was only this vision that I had, from a first person
perspective, being a bit hazy. I then wake up from sleep ever so grateful that i'm still alive.
The one I had recently was being held by two male teenagers of african origin, once again, produced a knife, but this time they cut from the front,
sort of stabbing my neck, ripping my trachea (i actually felt the blood spurt up onto my chin and heard the gurgling of the air rushing out through
the blood). Now that is what disturbed me. I then knew I was dying, hundreds of thoughts raced through my head and panic set in, upset that I
wouldn't see certain people, and that I couldn't say goodbye. Thankfully, I blacked out and the pain was gone.
This dream I would never wish for anyone else to experience. Truly painful, both emotionally and physically, I dididn't feel anythign on my neck when
I woke up or slept with a blanket around my neck.
Now i'm not saying anything about these being 'visions' or psychic events. I'm just disturbed that my mind could produce such feelings and sights,
when I haven't experienced them before. So maybe they are some kind of vision, I just thought I'd share with you all, maybe some of you have
expereinced the same, no story to a dream, just experiencing the last moments of someone else's life.