This person is trying to give me a heart attack or stroke by projecting overwhelming volumes of stress and anxiety at me
This I can relate to, glad you went into it some more.
Panick attacks/ Anxiety attacks are odd. I really can't be bothered to go into a me me me type thing but what I find with these attacks is that the
more 'faith' or belief you put into them the stronger/worse it gets, (just like fear in demons?) it really does feel as though thats it, as in doom
is knocking, it takes some streangth to push it away, the way I chose to do this is to disbelive, to undo what is going through the mind and breath...
the whole breathing thing really helps, trust me.
I do think they come in diffrent forms just as Balaams mentions I mean it can go from a feeling of euphoria to a thats it mentality, for me (sorry) it
was as though I had done all I could do on earth and it was time for me to go, a really horrid feeling that made me rethink my life before I decided
to undo and disbelive in it... snap out of it as it were.
The mass praying thing I got from a book, it was written by a lady in the US whos family was into satanic rituals, it was laying around at work and it
was a boring job so I pushed past my (once held?) Christian outlook and read into it. It was there that she went into this whole thing about churches
that pray against other churches to regain lost 'followers'
Ie; Rival churches claiming that they have the right way and understanding over another church, they then rally against the 'rival' church and make
prayers against, 'The heathens', 'The doers of wrong misleading the lambs of God' and what not.
The power of thought is intence and it really shows in prayer, funny, its scientifically proven that prayer heals plants in controlled experiments.
As said, I really have been through a lot which is why I'm on this site but I'm here to observe, I think it always feels better if you know that
theres someone out there that understands what you're going through rather than blame it on yourself as I know some skeptics on here would feel to
impose on others. I would understand it in some people as in manic depressants or something but not when you feel good in life (generally speaking)
and feel that the onslaught is irrational and besides yourself.
To understand this is like when you feel love or hate from someone, you can feel it.
LOL. Thats why I felt to post this thread, energy can be transmitted when I found out it really changed my outlook on life and karma.
E.G; A sad person will transmit a depressive vibe so as people won't want to be around them, even if it is unconsious. An energetic bubbly charater
will radiate and draw people (especially the depressed/lost) towards them, kind of an energy sharing thing... Children know it best. We are all one
You seem to be a cool, calm & collective person Mr Balaams, theres a road in Enfield North London named after you btw, Balaams Road, what does the
whole Balaams thing mean? Is it a biblical thing?
Apologies for dissing your donkey the other week, its obviously not made of stone it just looks kinda smooth in apperance.
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