posted on Aug, 25 2020 @ 05:37 AM
These kind words have helped a lot the past day, looking forward so far I am going to contact some services to get here help and to get myself some
sort of professional help.
I could have mentioned but I read it asked here that my mother is only in her mid 50s so she isn’t elderly by any means yet but with her life
choices and lifestyle she truely believes and hard to admit looks like she is maybe 20 years older, on top of that she basically demands to be treated
as if she’s in her 80s while living and having the personality of a rebellious teenager. It’s hard to describe in text her personality. Years of
Prescribed opiate abuse foR pain that should have been mitigated threw healthy living and excessive has left her well seemingly aged 20 years past her
true age and a lifestyle of obsessive addiction to everything she can get obsessive over with what little money she aquires.
Talking here yesterday with you fine people and with some friends and my brother has me feeling far better than before I wrote this yesterday.
As for the alcohol and me surprisingly I have no cravings as of yet, I’ve been avoiding much contact with my usual routine that would have made it
easy to just hit the lq, spent a lot of time on my yard yesterday, switched some of my snake tanks over. Started a little journal to write my progress
my dad told me that helps, he had a serious coc aine addiction but stopped 15 years ago with na. My mother kept down the drug path but he’s
completely different. Good ol golfin fisherman