posted on Oct, 17 2017 @ 11:45 AM
As the title says, I'm a long time lurker of this site (15 years, possibly record breaking?) and have finally signed up in the hope of continuing
question everything, gain more knowledge and of course get stuck into a thread or two along the way! I'll start by saying I prefer to write from the
heart rather than academically and have been blessed with the good auld Scottish dry wit and sarcasm, I very rarely mean to offend but sometimes my
humour gets lost in translation. Anyway, here's my introduction...
Looking back on my childhood and growing up I can see I was a bit different from kids my age, don't get me wrong I had loads of friends and was part
of the 'popular' group but from a young age 'other stuff' was more interesting to me than it was to my friends. I was always reading books given
to me by my great aunt about the paranormal, spirituality, UFO's, JFK, serial killers etc. I probably was the only one in the group that couldn't
wait to get home and read the newspaper (yes, I know, I know better these days!), I would take a lot in and lie in bed at night crying for the stray
animals walking the streets and for the poor babies in far away lands that had no food. Fast forward to an event that chilled me and millions of
others to the bone, 9/11. For weeks and months I read MSM articles about it, had no clue who these bogeymen were but somehow just had the feeling
something wasn't right and that's when I came across ATS, late 2001 or early 2002 and I honestly don't think a day has passed where I haven't
checked this site for real news!
I'm joining at a time where I feel in constant struggle with the world, bit melodramatic maybe and I'm not even sure how to explain it properly but
I'll give it my best shot... Having soaked in so much info over the years about how corrupt the world is, the big fish v the small fish, false flags,
the monetary system, politics, media etc etc I'm at a loss, at a loss as to why so many people are still asleep, I've given up trying to make loved
ones see from another angle with not much luck. Although I have two success stories... My partner, who is now right there with me, questioning
everything and seeing the bigger picture and bless her, my 62yr old mum, she doesn't quite get what I try and explain but at least she knows one
thing I've explained...Do not believe everything the papers or tv says! She'll quite often ask for my take on the main news which makes me chuffed.
Although as I've said about this inner struggle, I also feel there is still hope for the next generation, while some are so engrossed in what
Kardashian is currently breeding, I can see there are more and more people out there who are not willing to accept what they've been spoon fed years
and asking questions. I only hope I can help my two boys see the bigger picture in time (without scarring them for life!) and have done a good job in
bringing awakened souls into this mad world we love in. Well, that was a bit of a babble eh?
At the moment I'm trying to be more spiritual and take my head out of all the crap that's going on but as a beginner I still find it hard totally
switch off, I think too much, that is my problem! I want to know everything, also a problem!
Anyway, if you're still reading this, thanks... Looking forward to my quest of knowing EVERYTHING with the help of all the great minds on here!