posted on Jun, 1 2017 @ 10:46 PM
In 1967 on the 23 I was born 2 and a half months early at Tacoma General Hospital. The Doctor told my parents to go home that I wasn't going to
survive. In the 60s 2.5 months early was a death sentence. There were Government Doctors there from the Surgeon General and possibly even the SG
himself from my mothers statements. They took over my case and I not only lived I thrived with a high IQ.
1972ish Living in Mount Vernon Washington I have shadow beings visit me, 4 of them float around my room, then each coming around to me in the circle.
They end beside my bed then they bob once and bounced into the ceiling. I speak with a gentle female voice outside my bedroom window that is on the
second story, who reassures me. I have regular dreams about a clinical type room with green painted metal archway kinda like a metal detector, ropes
between military style folding tables and a man I for some reason see as Brutus or Bluto from Popeye with a large syringe. Other then that it looked
like the inside of any reinforced military building or tunnel made in the 50s.
mid 70s to 80s I have a lot of paranormal experiences that are very varied. From small bipedal beings popping out from behind a box. to shadows
paralleling me. Losing time and having really weird memories placed in their place like Godzilla walking down the road.
1970s to 2000 I am regularly visited by beings that can not be seen, however you can sense where they were and it feels like a vacuum of an image is
there for a brief second. No idea where it goes or where it is. This has been experienced by others in my presence during these visitations. They
always appeared in April/May ish and always between 330 and 430am. Sleep paralyzed several times. Once when I was seventeen I woke with one holding
my arm but it was incorporeal when I swung it at a wall it went right through. This event lasted a minute or so after waking.
1987-89 I was in the US Navy training program as a Fire Control Technician. There was more then one night where my memories dont match up to events
that were happening around me. One night in class looking out over Lake Michigan I saw 3 or 4 lights moving as if all attache to a unknown structure
perhaps a triangle. Rotating and I had a massive yearning to go to the lights. Shortly after that I was literally rail roaded out of the Navy. I
was being written up for all kind of things. The funniest being when I got tired of getting unsatisfactory on my uniform checks so I went out and
bought a new uniform took it to the base tailor to get everything perfect. Then on the day of inspection they gave me an unsat for not having washed
my uniform at least once. It was all that kind of stuff. I am still hazy on the details of my OTH removal from the Navy as my memories for the
months leading up are disjointed and clash with each other.
-many vacuum presences. One night I wake up to find a teddy bear waving at me on the floor. I thought it was cute so I waved back and rolled back
over to go to sleep. Doing a double take there was no bear there anymore.
-I have a oneness moment while living in Bellingham. One night I hear a female voice tell me to relax. I let all the tension out of my body then
felt my body begin to stretch and a light came on outside the door and I stretched out to oblivion. when I woke up the next day I still had all my
memory. I held on to it for about a week.
I learned by intuition.
-My experiences are preparation so I will be ready if I am needed.
-I having working knowledge of all my memories when I'm gone and agree to keeping in the dark.
-I understood and could conceptualize "Oneness"
-It doesn't matter what you worship as long as you laugh and love in the process. Ritual binds us together and gives aus a sense of belonging.
There are other things I was able to keep, but I think most people understand if not even experienced this themselves.
Last year had "Oneness" experience again. This time walked away with.
-nature of energy and the universe as a holograph
-Importance of truthfulness.
-the nature of dimensionality and some conceptualization.
-That there are layers to reality that as each one pulls away you see more.
-the workings of time.
and soo much more. But, that is most the big things. I do know there is an awakening happening and might classify my experience as an awakening.
I can have lucid dreams but they dont last long. I literally fly off like Superman into oblivion. Once I said "Sorry, things to do."
If you got this far in my story thank you. My understanding of multidimensionality makes me understand that things off in the 5th dimensional
direction "Will be perceived as the closest image your mind can make of it and can come out nonsensical"; like alien teddy bears and Godzilla. It
makes you paranoid looking for the answers to my questions. Every conspiracy theory, every tell and does my story fit into that story somehow. My
empathy is greatly expanded and I know there are a lot of people who want more evidence and will say "oh look, another one". I'm not claiming to
know any answers. I have theories and gut feelings that chill.
I'm not writing my story to have you verify its veracity. I am writing this post for answers and have considered I might just be nuts.