posted on Aug, 7 2016 @ 05:14 PM
Have been on an interesting but kind of creepy journey. Been a lurker for some time. Seems a lot of the things I have always wondered about are
falling into place. Im sure some would consider me delusional and im feeling a little paranoid tbh. Im assuming im in good company here.
Recently saw three UFOs in my area.I see things that seem strange semi regularly around here but this time, there was no denying them. They seemed
close and and we thought they were drones at first but they had real weird lights on them. Then they disappeared into the atmosphere faster than
anything I have ever seen. got me interested in some things again that I had shrugged off as being paranoid.
A lot of things seem to be adding up. Seems a lot of this stuff is connected. I know there is a lot of BS out there but surely there is something
going on with all of these links I have been researching. Its been constant for weeks now. Lots of hours lol.
Anyway im starting to feel surrounded and I don't like this feeling. Ive had some tough times up until now that have had me face some hard things to
digest. I can't seem to watch tv or enjoy doing anything anymore. I can't listen to music I used to like. I feel like I don't know what to do next.
Ive been reading my Bible again and I know what it says. Even certain Bibles don't seem reliable. Am I losing my mind or is there some huge deception
going on that has infiltrated pretty much everything?
I notice symbols everywhere after studying the occult. I guess some of it only makes sense if evil is truly a real thing and the Bible has been
telling me the real truth. I wasn't practicing religion at all until one day a switch flipped and i can't really concentrate on anything anymore.
Reading my Bible now and trying to get my life right.
I know the Bible says not to fear anything but God but with everything I see now it all seems obvious and can't help but feel a little panicked. I
think Ive been brainwashed my whole life. All these 'original ideas' I thought I had were pre programmed. It all seems contrived and connected. My
poor brain has been destroyed by bigpharma so im a little 'special' now. Seems like part of the scam. I feel duped and some of these folks seem to
think of themselves as pretty slick lol.
I need to chill out but I can't stop thinking about all of this. Im freaking out man but im ok.
I know some of yall arent religious and Ive really never been 'that guy' so im not trying to stir the pot with my views. I have reasons for
believing what I do now but im no saint thats for sure. So no broad strokes please.