posted on Jul, 1 2015 @ 05:01 AM
Live life to the fullest extent you can, there is no guarantee that you will get a a second chance at anything later. Stop making excuses as to why
you cannot enjoy life here, if something bugs you and you cannot change it, change yourself.
To the OP, move to a solitary location now, if you cannot stand crowds. Get enough land somewhere where it is cheap and build your own racetrack or
something. Why wait for afterlife? Everything there is, is here and now, not in the future or next life. Those are lullaby stories to comfort the
unaware.
LittlebyLittle is right about self awareness and taking responsibility. Seat the master in your house and don't let the servants run rampant.