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originally posted by: ImaFungi
originally posted by: Midnight13
in the beginning, I was fine with him looking up porn...it's when we got more serious, I didn't like it. I honestly get disgusted with porn, but I didn't want to be one of those gf's who restricts him from it.
I'm absolutely NOT fine with him going to chat rooms and looking up LIVE porn.
Sounds like he does not even deserve you.
But anyway, you must understand the source of mans sexual appetite.
A very main necessary reason human life exists right now and continues to exist, is because of sex.
Thus, throughout history it has been somewhat of an evolutionary advantage for an organism to desire to have sex, as this yields greater chances of reproducing.
Well the psychology of all this can be truly infinitely deep, but, an aspect that may be relevant is the orgasm as being like a drug. A comforting substance that is always there for one to submit too.
It is interesting you are ok with porn, but not live porn, but none the less.
This sounds like a person who is very addicted to sex, and I wouldnt even be surprised if a large majority of your relationship is based on his desire to have someone to regularly have sex with, as many relationships might find their source in.
Either this person is 'the one for you', and you will tolerate his sexual addictions, or you will attempt to work with him for them to get better, or he is not the one for you.
It is very understandable not wanting your significant other to fantasize about having sex with other females.
It hurts, because we want to be their everything. We get jealous, and imagine that we are not enough, feel as if we are not enough, and the actions are proving that we are not enough. But it is difficult to be enough, understandably. When viewing the relationship to sex as one of desire of chemical and substance reaction. The temptation is over whelming. If a man is able to find one woman beautiful and sexually desirable, it is nearly impossible for those same natural mechanisms of the human sensory system which say 'reproduce reproduce reproduce...that looks like a nice candidate', to find no other female attractive. In this sense, monogamous relationship, especially with one who is addicted to sex, and naturally finds many females beautiful, it is like telling a person who loves fruit, not only can they only pick one type of fruit to eat for the rest of their lives, but that they may only take one piece of that fruit, a nibble on it for the rest of their lives, while existing in a world full of fruit. The outlet of porn, and its ability to sate these infinite desires for pleasure and variety, is an intriguing one. We must admit that we would rather our significant other to sate their desires digitally than physically, but it does seem ideally, our significant other would be strong enough to nearly eliminate their obsessive sexual desires, and be completely satisfied with our physical relationship.
originally posted by: Midnight13
A man shouldn't even have to look up porn while he's in a healthy sexual relationship. But he has an addiction...
originally posted by: Midnight13
To be honest, I thought I was gonna be ok with it, but seeing it...I don't like it.
A man shouldn't even have to look up porn while he's in a healthy sexual relationship. But he has an addiction...
originally posted by: Greathouse
a reply to: Char-Lee
From my experience people become insecure from an earlier relationship. Insecurity goes hand-in-hand with low self-esteem which is normally triggered by events during childhood.
originally posted by: berenike
a reply to: Midnight13
I think this is your issue more than his phone. You've got to a serious stage of your relationship where you feel that you should be enough for him, but he's not at that stage with you.
As for the phone, is it possible that he's starting to keep it away from you simply because he's seen you look over his other forms of communication and feels that he'd rather keep his phone private? That would be understandable.
Perhaps you could risk asking him if you could use it to make a call and see his reaction but I think you need to consider very carefully what you want out of your relationship and if he's the man to provide it. And be very honest about whether or not you can provide for all his needs.
originally posted by: Midnight13
I just don't see what's so hard about being faithful! if you can't be in a faithful relationship, don't be in a relationship!
originally posted by: ImaFungi
originally posted by: Midnight13
I just don't see what's so hard about being faithful! if you can't be in a faithful relationship, don't be in a relationship!
How do you think all the husbands of America ought to have felt after discovering their wives were one of the millions reading and enjoying 50 shades of grey?
What if your boyfriend does not want you to eat cookies because he is jealous that you receive more pleasure from them than him?
What if he does not want you to watch any TV shows because it makes him feel as if you need something more in your life than him?
originally posted by: Midnight13
originally posted by: berenike
a reply to: Midnight13
I think this is your issue more than his phone. You've got to a serious stage of your relationship where you feel that you should be enough for him, but he's not at that stage with you.
As for the phone, is it possible that he's starting to keep it away from you simply because he's seen you look over his other forms of communication and feels that he'd rather keep his phone private? That would be understandable.
Perhaps you could risk asking him if you could use it to make a call and see his reaction but I think you need to consider very carefully what you want out of your relationship and if he's the man to provide it. And be very honest about whether or not you can provide for all his needs.
He never saw me look through his other communications online.
If he had to keep these live porn chatrooms a secret from me, idk what else he could be hiding.
originally posted by: Midnight13
originally posted by: ImaFungi
originally posted by: Midnight13
I just don't see what's so hard about being faithful! if you can't be in a faithful relationship, don't be in a relationship!
How do you think all the husbands of America ought to have felt after discovering their wives were one of the millions reading and enjoying 50 shades of grey?
What if your boyfriend does not want you to eat cookies because he is jealous that you receive more pleasure from them than him?
What if he does not want you to watch any TV shows because it makes him feel as if you need something more in your life than him?
haha! I'm talking about monogamy here, not cookies and TV.
There's no excuse. maybe because I have aspergers and I value honesty greatly and being faithful...
I just don't get humans sometimes
You hold up your relationship as the perfect relationship.
nd I still stand by trust is the basic principle all solid relationships are found on.
Btw did you get China, platinum, emeralds or a daylily on your 20th anniversary?
originally posted by: berenike
originally posted by: Midnight13
originally posted by: berenike
a reply to: Midnight13
I think this is your issue more than his phone. You've got to a serious stage of your relationship where you feel that you should be enough for him, but he's not at that stage with you.
As for the phone, is it possible that he's starting to keep it away from you simply because he's seen you look over his other forms of communication and feels that he'd rather keep his phone private? That would be understandable.
Perhaps you could risk asking him if you could use it to make a call and see his reaction but I think you need to consider very carefully what you want out of your relationship and if he's the man to provide it. And be very honest about whether or not you can provide for all his needs.
He never saw me look through his other communications online.
If he had to keep these live porn chatrooms a secret from me, idk what else he could be hiding.
I'm trying to form a picture - he used your laptop to access porn sites, including chatrooms, then went off to take a shower leaving the page open.
Deliberately - to see if you'd be interested in it? That would worry me especially as you say it was for couples porn.
It seems odd that he'd be so careless on that occasion but then start being secretive about his phone, although I must admit I'd like to think that if I was in a relationship it would be safe to leave my phone lying around and be sure that nobody would just look through it.
If you're having trouble understanding his behaviour and he's doing something that you do know about that you don't like, and on top of that you think he's behaving suspiciously - you really need to find a way to talk to him.
originally posted by: ImaFungi
a reply to: Midnight13
You airing this grievance here is you hiding your suspicions from him yes? As hard as it may be, you could approach it very sensibly, "you know I trust you and you know I wouldnt want to do any actions to make myself appear as and be as a 'bad person or partner', but it is beyond my control to help noticing that more recently you have been taking your phone with you, whereas previously you have not; please put your self in my position, and note that this suspicion of mine is only a natural and evolutionarily advantageous reaction of noting the differences of patterns and behavior in my environment. Because I love and trust you, why would I have any reason to desire you to be hiding something from me, of course my only reason to be concerned would be if one were hiding something that would rationally in relation to our relationship, concern me. I do not desire to be in this state of suspicion, but the actions of the environment have caused it. What must I do to progress away from this state, into the resumption of peace and prosperity? Either your actions are innocent or they are not. Please sympathize with my predicament, surely we ought to have our privacy and our infinite truth of one another. Help me comprehend why I may be suspicious, if there are not other reasons than this?"
How serious is your relationship, are you immature kids or are you getting married any time soon? Also, if you go through with asking him, it would be up to you, or maybe you already have been, to consider your reactions to potential things that he could be hiding, but this might just make you even more crazy. What he might be hiding, there are only so many things. If he is lying how bad of a lie is it, say, he told you he didnt feel like going to a dinner and movie with you because he wasnt feeling well, but instead he snuck out with his friends. Or if he is talking to another girl...can man and woman truly be friends with out any intimacy or potential for intimacy involved? If he is hiding something, but it is relatively innocent, how might you best respond to it.
originally posted by: Midnight13
I've been with my BF for a year and a half now. He leaves his facebook page logged in and sometimes his email, so I know he has nothing to hide with that. I'm concerned about his phone though...just recently, he's been keeping his phone with him all the time. When he goes to the bathroom, takes a shower, or whatever, he'll take it with him. He used to not do that. He'd leave his phone right next to me...is this strange?
now let me tell you, he doesn't have a smartphone. just a basic slider phone.
Am I just being paranoid? or is something going on?
originally posted by: Midnight13
besides...if i ask him, he will just deny it and probably delete his messages and always delete them because I confronted him.