a reply to: Spruce
Yes - I have been following that thread, and have enjoyed your contributions, as well as others (including participants in this
In fact, while impressed with your contributions here...I did not respond to you until reading your posts in the other thread.
Your 'aetherial' explanation is as coherent as any I've heard or considered.
For me...there was so much more
than 'thought control &/or harassment', as I'm gathering was the case with you and many others.
Likewise, for me, at some point I realized that the responses/reactions (of the 'thought police' and 'abounding synchronicities' and
'physiological phenomena' and 'psychological &/or psychic phenomena'
) were too instantaneous...for a human or computer or-even some
Thus - my resultant set of probable sources was:
1. My own subconscious ...or - my 'Higher Self'...or - my Nagual (as described in the writings of Carlos Castaneda
2. This/My life is prescripted; or
3. Life is but a dream
Had I seen your explanation, it might have grown the list to "4"... (haven't had enough time to explore it...to know, yet
Interestingly - you state - "Whatever It is It is malevolent.
I, of course, felt the same for the largest part of the 'experience'...but eventually felt that It was neither malevolent or 'good'... It
just...Is...and...just as we (humans
) require nourishment, whether meat or vegetarian...It...feeds off of our emotions and
Example: To this day - "It" will tickle
me in the lower back...at humorous thoughts, situations, etc...
I will always be a step or two behind in responding/reacting to or recognizing the humour - but, continue to 'enjoy' those reposes.
Thanks again for your reply.