posted on Sep, 16 2004 @ 06:15 AM
Allow me to begin by saying that I view myself as an exceptionally rational person. I do not suscribe to theroies that cannot be proven and am not the
type of person to beleve in that which can not be weighed measured and quantfied. However because of my rationalsm I am forced to admit that there is
much I do not, and can not know, that there are things which defy explanation, and that science, though the greatest tool ever devsed for
understanding the world we live in, is not infallible. I have always held a dim view of magic and of those who claim to practice it, and must admit in
the interest of honesty, that I have usually viewed those who claim to practice it as either fools or mentally unstable. However recent musings have
forced me to reconsider these beliefs and question the validity of my views.
I am by any measure of the word a successful man. I have a lucrative job which I enjoy, a loving wife, good friends, and an enjoyable life. I am not
the type to seek meaning outside of myself as the life I live provides ample meaning. However reviewing my successes, and the way in which they came
to pass I am forced to admit that in many ways I have been practicing magic all along ,though I did not recognise it as such untill recently. If this
statement seems strange allow me to explain.
5 years ago I was homeless, living in a public park and struggling just to survive. I had no home, no job, no friends, and no faith. Then in what i
consider to be a seminal event in my life a random encounter changed the course of my life forever. I was talking with another unfortunate outcast,
when he mentioned that while panhandlng, a man he had asked for a quarter had done somethng strange and given him a book instead. he was complaing
about it as he had wanted money, but I was intrigued. I assumed he had been given a bible or some other religous text, and though I was wrong it was
not by much. When I asked to see the book in question I was surprised as it was a "self help" book. I asked if I could have it, and as he could not
sell it he agreed. The book in question was Think and grow rich by Mr Napolean Hill. As I read the book I began to see many of the mistakes I had made
outlined within the pages, and began to wonder whether my lamentable situation was of my own design. Resolving to change my station in life I began to
implement the strategies outlined within. In less than 6 months I had a home and a job, within 2 years I was making more than I ever had before. Today
I have attained successes I never could have concieved of prior to that day.
Though the book is full of various strategies for success its primary message is that faith, when mixed with emotion can achieve startling results.
That by concentrating on ones goals, by visualising those goals coming to pass, and by infusing those visualisations with strong emotion, one can
shape the nature of thier own reality. It further states that the nature of the emotions present in ones mind, and the beliefs one has, determine ones
luck. Those of who who practice magic may perhaps notice similarities with magical theroy.
Untill recently I never viewed what I was doing as magic, there are no rituals which I perform, no incantations which I speak, I use no symbols, nor
do I have any tools or talsmans, yet the theroy is the same. I now wonder whether there is any difference between what I attribute my success to, and
what those of you who practice ritual magic do. I wish to explore this avenue further.
What would those of you, with more experience than I, reccomend as a good primer or introducton to magical theroy?
[edit on 16-9-2004 by mwm1331]