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Let me ask you a couple of questions.
You said the dream is vivid...essentially out of your own eyes as you are looking right now.. and that it is in color?
So I am going to assume that you do not always dream in Color.. or First Person.. or have them to be coherent experiences unless it is this sort of
dream..
I do ask as when you state color as a condition of the dream it somewhat leaves me scratching my head personally .. as I am aware that alot of people
do not dream in color.. and I am always perplexed by this..
As I have always dreamed in color...I do not think I have ever had any other sort of dream... they are always in color.. So not dreaming in color is
an oddity to me, and one that I am trying to place in my grand scheme of things.
Not all of my dreams are lucid and vivid mind you, albeit I do have quite a few of these very regularly.. at least once a month.. most of the time
more often.
Now these dreams you have.. I am going to go out and say that when you are in them.. they are CLEAN.. and CRISP.. and Detailed in ways that your
waking life is not... It is like being in a super high definition reality... right?
Of course it is... I wish I could see that well in the mundane world..
Now just to give you a little bit of background on my own experiences.
When I was younger I had bits and tits of what is commonly called "Deja Vu" ... Usually lasting 5-10 seconds or so..and I always loved it when it
happened as it is so very neat.. I always felt as if I had dreamed these moments before, and even remembered when I did dream them which made them
even cooler.
I joined the service and was in boot camp at 17, I got married after I got out . I was way too young, and did it for the wrong reasons .. and
obviously it did not last very long at all... so at the age of 21 I was headed back home to NY, with all my belongings in my Jeep.. I stopped at one
of those odd overpass Mcdonald's rest stops they have in Illinois.. when I turned around in my seat to feed my parrots and the entire scene triggered
a vivid deja vu.. like a lightning bolt! Which I must say was exciting as it was during a personal voyage in a place I had never been too and
honestly could not of imagined even existing to be honest
It was so clear and clean, almost like the first time I was there... It also made me feel like I was on the right path... at the right time... and
there was nothing I could do to change that. Of course I remembered dreaming it.
Shortly after I arrived back home.. this at first harmless sporadic oddity, started happening more frequently, my dreams were more and more vivid..
and the experiences came more often.. 4 times a day.. 5 times a day.. until it was happening all day.. every day.. not a moments break..
It was Groundhogs day...
I would be at my first day in a new job.. never having been there or worked with the people... and in my mind the memory flung open I would see the
people coming in .. I would know what they were going to be wearing, I would know what their first words were going to be.. then 10 seconds later..
they would walk in, wearing what I remembered.. and saying what I remembered... exactly.
It was unnerving... and those moments for the mindset I was in then .. were some of the most difficult and trying I have ever had.
I literally felt insane...
I was exhausted...and terrified.. and the experiance was unrelenting.. It did not matter where I went.. there I was.
I even went so far as to try to check myself in to the loony bin, as I did not want to be crazy... I wanted help.
I made my way to the psych ward at Stony Brook Medical Hospital on Long Island... I get there and no one is in there.. I look behind the
receptionists desk and see a list of symptoms of schizophrenia on a poster... fearing that this was happening to me.. I read the list and did as
honest review of myself as I am being with you and the rest of the world that is reading this..
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