posted on Oct, 31 2020 @ 08:49 AM
a reply to: mblahnikluver
i dont have your experiences, just my own, but i totally understand where youre coming from. over the course of the last year i have seen my wife of
10 years change who she is, all thanks to finding religion. it went from 10 years of being told i love you, of how i saved her from a life of anger
and hate, of how she appreciated how much i took care of her to im now a toxic negativity in her life. she broke up with me in july, moved out in
when she left she took our puppy, which still hurts, thats my boy. that same week my grandma died. shortly after my cousins daughters husband died,
and another cousin got into a wreck and almost died.
to add to the fun i have recently developed tenosynovitis in my right hand, complete with numb thumb. i cant use my right hand now, so i cant even
play games as an escape. now thanks to my left hand having to do everything, its now feeling tingly and painful, so i may be losing that one next.
im typing all of this with one finger.
my point is i completely understand. theres a bridge here that i could find peace on so to speak, and it actually scares me how often my thoughts go
there. i wont though because i know this is only temporary, as it is for you. time may suck for both of us right now, but it will pass. be strong,
if nothing else, for your boy.
as cheesy as it sounds, we got this
edit on 31-10-2020 by Necrobile because: (no reason given)