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originally posted by: ImaFungi
a reply to: HarryTZ
Start from the realization that the prerequisite to anything mattering or meaning anything at all is; being. Then figure that since all value is derived from being, and you are in a condition of being, consider yourself responsible for the creation of value or not. Do what you have to do to continue being, or dont, what else could you expect?
originally posted by: HarryTZ
...complete acceptance or surrender is not in my power. i suppose its completely spontaneous.
originally posted by: HarryTZi feel like im so close to enlightenment or whatever you want to call it and yet i cant seem to figure out how to take that final step.
originally posted by: HarryTZ
when i was around 14 i went through an extremely deep and unfathomably painful existential crisis. it lasted for about a year and everything i had ever believed mattered was thrown out and replaced with nihilistic despair...
im 17 now and all that i want is an end to all the unconsciousness in myself that i have become painfully aware of. i want what all the great mystics and sages have found and i can never be satisfied with anything less.
ive listened to countless teachings from countless teachers and now im at the point where the words really mean nothing at all. its like ive come this far to realize theres nothing i can do. i feel like im so close to enlightenment or whatever you want to call it and yet i cant seem to figure out how to take that final step.
im waiting in the midst of a thousand paradoxes for the end of me, for the bullet that will take me out. i cant accept anything that anyone has to say, i have to reject everything and yet here i am, hoping that someone will know how to solve the greatest koan of all...
One day a farmer’s donkey fell down into a well.
The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn’t worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. they all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well.
At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then,to everyone’s amazement, he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well, and was astonished at what he saw. With every shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up.
As the farmer’s neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and trotted off!
Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up!
Remember these five simple rules to be happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred.
2. Free your mind from worries.
3. Live simply.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.
originally posted by: HarryTZ
ive listened to countless teachings from countless teachers and now im at the point where the words really mean nothing at all. its like ive come this far to realize theres nothing i can do. i feel like im so close to enlightenment or whatever you want to call it and yet i cant seem to figure out how to take that final step.
im waiting in the midst of a thousand paradoxes for the end of me, for the bullet that will take me out. i cant accept anything that anyone has to say, i have to reject everything and yet here i am, hoping that someone will know how to solve the greatest koan of all...