a reply to: booyakasha
Hey Booya, thanks for the reply. Great to hear your take on what I've been experiencing.
So, it's your opinion that the images or landscapes that I see are "realities" that I'm passing in and out of? and at some point I can 'fall'
into one and have a complete astral projection? That's kind of been my opinion as well, but I'm always trying to figure out for sure if it's just
dream fragments that my mind is projecting or if I'm actually tuning into other frequencies or realities.
The reason is because for a long time I've practiced trying to separate my mind from my body when getting drowsy or find myself nodding off, or when
I wake in the morning and want to doze in and out....As in, seeing how long I can stay conscience while dozing off at the same time...feeling the
difference when I actually slip into a doze and when I'm on the verge of waking...and then trying to stretch it out longer and longer...
Anyway, on many occasions, when awake and on the verge of falling asleep I've noticed the ghostly images turn more solid like a dream, only to
realize I had just dozed off and upon gaining alertness watch the images fade back to a ghostly appearance and then to splotchy shapes and then to
just a moving color of energy....
Its the same when I wake in the morning, while coming out of a dream but not fully away, the dream images start to fade into more a more ghost like
appearance and then fade into splotchy color and then just energy type movement...
So, I've wondered if I'm just bringing my dream state to the fore front or actually knocking on the astral door to other realities.
Any clarification you can add to that would be great.
And while I'm on the topic, I'm curious if you have ever had any kundalini type experiences you could relate to ? I've started noticing a lot of
electrical type pulses, tingling, vibration etc. many times when I meditate, especially when I hit that zone of complete "..." which I can only
maintain for a few seconds, but during that few seconds I get a weird/cool feeling....like a 'pee shiver' (sorry us guys know what that is, not sure
if women do or not
All up and down my body. Sometimes I can play around with it and increase the duration of the feeling....
Anyway, about kundalini...I've read where many people that have experienced it have had a rough time of it mentally while going through the process.
I'm not sure that's the direction I want to go unless it just happens naturally as I'm not sure my situation in life would be great for some
kundalini craziness should that be what I experience....and the reason I say that is because there have been a few days here and there where I just
felt strange, unsettled in my mind, uneasy, out of place - like I might start having some kind of depressive episode....Which is totally not me.
99.9% of the time I'm happy go lucky, laughing and cutting up and enjoying life....but recently this has confused me when this happened as there's
no reason I can come up with for feeling this way, or any thoughts in my mind that would elicit such a feeling....it's like a repeating loop of
emotion that I can't put my finger on. I've not experienced it in the last 2 months, and it only lasted for a couple of days but the experience was
really unsettling as it is so not my usual mental state.
Not sure if that's just stuff in my subconscious that needs to come to the surface or if I was edging towards a depressive state of some sort. I
stopped meditation for about a week as that seemed to make it worse. Now things seem to be back to normal...Any thoughts on that?
Sorry for the long post. It's hard to explain something like this in a paragraph or two. Thanks!