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I never thought I would write something like that, but currently I just don´t see much choice, as I need to get it off my chest, but I´m too proud to talk with my friends about such matters.
A few months ago I met this amazing girl at a bar and managed to blew it due to being drunk (and some unluck - if God existed, he must hate me). During the years, I have been out a lot and met a lot of people, lots of girls, but to be honest, I have never been so interested in anyone else. I do not even know her that well, but there just was something about her. She was quite average physically, seemed a bit shy, but she had this incredible vibe. When it comes instincts, I trust mine. So far, I have not been wrong trusting and I doubt I am mistaken this time. I wasn´t myself that night and that is what I regret about the situation. Had I been, everything would´ve worked out well. Despite having done quite a number of mistakes during my lifetime, this is actually one of the few, I do regret.
And now I just cant get her out of my head IN nearly 2 MONTHS. That is seriously pissing me off, but I can not do something either. I screwed up my only way of contact by trying to talk with her on FB, despite her wish of me not contacting again, and well my first block ever happened (don´t even tell me how stupid decision it was...) . If I could get just 10 minutes with her, I could fix this, but I can´t and well I see no other option than letting go, despite every part of myself wanting to go for it.
Any advice on how could I just let it go. I want to, but well so far no methods I´ve come up with have helped.
edit on 13-2-2014 by Cabin because: (no reason given)
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