posted on Jul, 28 2013 @ 08:18 PM
Originally posted by benrl
I hope that I might find, someone as tru as I am. But this is probably just another failed attempt.
Defeated before you even begin.
If I may offer a piece of advice, so much of what you get in life is about the attitude in which you approach it. Yes you have had a hard rough road,
Yes I am sure that you have faced things that no human should have to.
In no way am I belittling your life experiences, the road behind you is just that, BEHIND, look to whats ahead, nothing that happened before today
matters it may sound trite and cliche but its true.
What lays ahead is what is important, and what that is, is entirely you're choice.
Choose to carry the burden of your past into every relationship here on out and the road ahead will be as bad as the past.
I wish you the best of luck, and I hope you find what you seek.
Benri, please don't take my words as a personal insult.
You have no idea. I hate the "Just put it all behind you!" Absolute crap.
I routinely wake up in the middle of the night, body trying to respond in flight. Fear at max. Trying to wake enough to start the usual calming
routine. Looking at the Katana, knowing you have no need to draw the weapon but still, it would be a comfort.
Put it all behind me, yeah right. You stop the hellish nightmares and perhaps I could do something.
While you are at it can you stop the PTSD. It really sucks. Can you also make me want to trust my fellow humans.
Benri, through no fault of your own, you have no bloody idea mate. None at all. The fact that you have no bloody idea makes me a little happier. At
least your childhood was not a freaking nightmare of brutality.
Please, stop with the nonsense. It sucks! I am sick to death of it.