Yes, I know I said I wouldn't post another "rant" thread any time soon, but this day has been emotionally ravaging, and I have no one to talk to, and
no possible way of venting, because I'm babysitting.
My best friend gave my other best friend hell for cooking a meal for my fiance (my two best friends are room mates, or... they were this morning. not
anymore). He blew up out of nowhere, saying "We're not a ***damn charity. He has a job, he can get his own damn food."
My friend got fed up, and a long time coming. He moved out.
My fiance has a job, but literally ALL his money is going towards a place to live, and getting our car. He has none to spare, and he's in a very tight
My friend was being a pompus, selfish prick.
He's got a history of blowing up on people for no reason, and I've been VERY patient and loyal to him. I've never even retaliated when he's treated my
friend and fiance like #, because I understand his anger issues, and I can empathize. But this particular instance was too much.
Then, before I can confront him, he messages me and says "Hey, we're not gonna hang out for a while, if ever again. Just so you know."
He's my best friend. And he's willing to "cut me out" because he has a problem with my fiance, which was NOT my fiance's fault at all.
So, I calmly explained to him that it wasn't their fault that he was being childish. He says to me, "They're assholes, and you're turning out to be no
Then, he deleted his facebook account so he didn't have to face my response.
So, I texted him and said "Oh, is that right? (My fiance)'s money is ALL going towards a place to live, and he's in a really tight spot. Your aunt was
more than willing to send them off with food, too. Oh, but I'M the asshole. Get rid of my number. Bye."
"Don't flatter yourself, I ALREADY got rid of your number. Don't contact me again." He says.
Flatter, LOL. I've got a million more loved ones more worthwhile than he is. He won't be hard to forget. He's nothing. So, I texted back and said
"Likewise." Unfriended, number deleted. Hope he rots in hell.
I considered him a brother. I was the only one who never gave up on him through his little episodes. But you know what? There's a line between
emotionally disturbed and human trash.
But that's not the worst part of this day.. only a small contributing factor.
My little sister came into my room a few hours ago, saying "Something's wrong with Papaw!"
I went into the living room, and my Papaw was lying on the couch, his eyes and mouth open, releasing a loud moaning sound. He wasn't blinking, and
after a moment, the moaning stopped, and he wasn't breathing, and he had no pulse. My Mamaw and I couldn't wake him up, so I called 911. They came,
preformed CPR, and took him away when he didn't respond.
He was dead for a little while, then at the hospital, they were able to bring him back and preform a quick open heart surgery. He had a massive heart
I will never get that image out of my head... he died, right in front of me.
And even after telling my (ex) friend this, he calls me an asshole for defending my fiance and my other friend, who were very CLEARLY not in the
wrong. That conversation I posted--that took place AFTER he knew what had happened to my Papaw.
Good fried, huh.
Now, I'm the only one at my Mamaws while everyone else is at the hospital, waiting for Papaw's verdict. I'm babysitting my little sister and my five
year old cousin, who both witnessed the whole thing.
It was intense, like a vivid dream.
I'm so jittery, and I feel completely sick... I couldn't eat right now if I tried.
It scared the hell outta me... I haven't seen someone die since I was in fourth grade, when my cousin's fiance overdosed in our house.
But at least they were able to stabilize him, I hope he makes it.
Oh yes... and another childish friend of mine blew up at my fiance because he "made a wrong turn" off the interstate when he was taking her to go pick
up her meds. She went ballistic on him.
Another drama queen unfriended, number deleted.
I am so sick of people.
I can not wait to move out of this God-forsaken place, away from these worthless sub-human beings.
I can honestly say my stepmother was a better friend than these people--and this is a woman who had two false restraining orders put on me, just to
try to have me arrested because she knew I couldn't afford to pay for court costs. I know this because she blackmailed my dad, saying "If you don't
want your daughter going to jail, you better come see me and we'll talk."
Translation; she wants to get back together with him.
I hate that woman more than Satan himself.
But she was more loyal to me than these "friends" are.
So, here it is. I've finally given in, and I've finally given up on them. I have a few friends who ARE worthwhile, and a wonderfully perfect fiance,
not to mention a huge family, which is experiencing a lot of chaos right now. I have more important things to worry about than these worthless
Good riddance, I hope I never have the misfortune of laying eyes on them again.
Sorry to rant so much this week, ATS. I've been going through hell.
Thanks to those who have been patient with me here, you're all better friends than some of my inner circle. That is pathetic, isn't it?
edit on 18-5-2013 by XxNightAngelusxX because: typo