posted on May, 14 2013 @ 09:23 AM
reply to post by watchesfromwall
I just don't think that he would have left the yard/garden if I had neutered him. I am sooooo angry with myself. I feel so guilty.
I send my love prayers and good fortune to you and yours.
I am not sure how to articulate that your thoughts of such are due to your guilt and anger and will keep you in a closed loop that if you do let go
and keep thinking its your fault will eventually takes its toll on you.
I hope I do not sound to arrogant when saying such it is only because I cannot rid myself of the guilt I have for when my Rottweiler Tyson passed in
December last year only being 6 years old. I have what I believe is good reason to be at fault for his death and unhealthiness before that, I just
speak from experiencing a similar situation.
That guilt and anger can manifest and unhealthy mind set and from there can manifest itself physically, stay healthy for yourself and family, the pain
of guilt will reside just don't let your anger for yourself to get a hold other wise the guilt can come back and you can find yourself stuck in a
bubble of depression.
I hope all is well and empathize with your situation.