Now to try to live up to the title! lol
Um.. I have come to the conclusion that life the universe reality and everything, is generally friendly and well supportive of our deepest innermost
desire for what is best and that indeed those who hunger and thirst after God not as a conception, but in terms of a relationship or what Carl Jung
called a working theological framework by which to enter the fray with one's entire being. Reintegrated, and individuated or self-realized - find God
or enter into a relationship with God at some level (in many cases or in most whether the person realizes it or not that's the funny part looking back
on one's life from a different perspective).
Life is forever fresh and new, presenting itself as a type of living water of life, and it's the same "water" in terms of the Akashic Field or the
Zero Point Field within which we are already floating, fully informed in other words, with the past not shunned but faced and integrated in the domain
of absolute love which is also absolute forgiveness and, on the other side of the tears of sorrow and regret, resides the very opportunity to live and
lead a whole new way of life with a whole new outlook or paradigm as the lens through which we have, and hopefully get to ENJOY, the experience of
having an experience.
But we don't. No, as if fearful of the very thing, the very essence which was otherwise more than willing to bouy us up and even send us a life raft
of salvation as needed, we turn away into something rather less enjoyable let us say (which is yes absurd).
But that domain, as the truth and the life and the reality, and loving friendly framework of support, and encouragement, trust and love, is still
there and never left no it was US who walked away both from God and from our hopes and dreams and left ourselves in some cases shattered on the shoals
of near or impending destruction.
So washed up on that rock, our ego and absurdity dashed all to pieces in a joke that never ends, we are left with the singular question of - what do I
Only that which is creative and formative, or fruitful flourishes and grows, but when we are in alignment as our ongoing present moment hope, joy, and
love - and allow or permit ourselves to dream
once again a new dream for our lives, in faith but also with passion, suddenly, as if our of
flies all the aid and resources we would ever need and could ever need to eventually complete a circle of joy because, BECAUSE is it
that which, although our deepest hearts desire is also God's desire. What is that? It is simply the desire, that we be happy. Think about that for a
while, as the true nature of life itself with us already included (thank God there's still time!)
How absurd we were
So here's the thing and where the title of the thread becomes meaningful or significant.
When we turn and look for the gateway, there it is, and we actually find our way as if straight out of a self-imprisoned jail cell of our own making
for no reason that makes any sense whatsoever, and, if that weren't enough, that we were completely unaware that we had even placed ourselves in to
begin with. (it was
in our blindspot)
Holding our desire, our deepest desire, hope and dream in our heart of hearts once again, and having the opportunity to pursue it in any shape or form
- the corresponding "thing" which fundamentally meets the need, both for what's in the sake of one's own AND the others' best interests beginning with
the end in mind (ie: with the heart set first on the kingdom of God or of "heaven" as a first/last cause) - actually has the audacity itself to SHOW
UP! (to our GLEE and a HUGE sigh of relief!)
What comes to us then with increasing trust and faith, in the form of aid, resources, ideas, human interaction and circumstance, synchronistically, is
fate itself like some sort of infinite, superintelligent, synchronistic intelligent and LOVING (and supportive) framework (with acausal capabilities
built in - possibility of "miracles" however big or small).
It's like a freight train with intertia on a mission carrying for us everything we might have wanted and still more which comes RUSHING to our aid,
and all sorts of things start to just show up for us, which we were having such a struggle with, before (n the sadness).
There IS a way out, and sadly we were holding the very key to our own imprisonment, in our own hand, all along! It's so very funny and amuzing to see
It's like some sort of renewing and regenerating evolutionary principal of creation (and creativity), and that it also brings heaven to earth is an
added bonus and probably the reason that it works and I'm not speaking here of "The Secret" where it's just about a dream car born of a selfish
narcissistic need, but a whole new experience
of life brought about and realized simply because we had the good sense to do a face-palm DOH!
and, recognizing the degree to which we were selling ourselves and our lives woefully short - have an epiphany
about our life and about what
life really is and what it's for.
Could it be life was meant to be lived to the full even to overflowing and enjoyable and creative? It's up to us. We've got to have more courage, yes
courage is what we need more of, the courage to really live and allow ourselves to be and to become, happy, creative, playful and free. Children of
God nothing more nothing less..
That it also happens to be an intelligent and informative joyful loving light of reason
as God inviting us
into ever increasing spheres
and domains of joy and happiness, creativity AND success (which includes wisdom and knowledge) in whatever endeavor of creativity (and hey don't
forget we're always creating moment by moment
as a stream of consciousness anyway) almost comes as no surprise, which is very surprising
in and of itself (that it all makes perfect rational sense and that it's not crazy, the other way of life and being was). So why not let that one (the
one that screwed everything up) just run dry, and turn to the very water of life
itself, made freely available (non coercively) to any and all
who thirst and let them in turn say to others "come and freely drink the living water!" (because that's all there is, but it's a flow, a creative
process, not a "thing").
We are the Bride of Christ, the mystical human being, all working it out
each in our own way, but let's not be stupid if the solution is the
very condition within which we already find ourselves immersed no matter how infinitely mysterious and utterly inscrutable such a condition may be as
our true condition (in the known unknown) while representing the state of mind and heart and being (in absolute acceptance) that we already find
ourselves in as our truly natural and native state i.e.: not an imposition in the least because it's who and what we already really and truly are!
An unconditioned or uncaused enlightenment as they call it, and the reason it was "uncaused" is because it's already what was already
at the very heart of the matter to begin with. In other words that God isn't something "other" but what we are IN as our true condition
Such a relationship
can be started on any basis and any approach is sufficient to generate a response
, no matter how seemingly
insignificant - but then..., as we begin to roll into it with increasing trust and faith, the synchronistic intelligence of a friendly and supportive
and loving light fantastic starts to make itself known - as we enter into a CO-creative process in partnership
WITH God as the The
Superintelligent, Synchronistic Living Loving Light Fantastic all-in-all Itself, which neither being a thing is best referred to as a who (believe it
or not) of which we are a part and a very intrinsic part at that, standing as it were in time and history near the top of a very long and purposeful
evolutionary developmental process.. as intended or in accordance with the will of God as the will to have such a shared mutual experience in the
first place (talk about PATIENCE!).
That it works
, that small and bigger miracles can
(and do) make their presence known is PROOF that it's true, but it has to be put to
the test don't just take my work for it - recapture a dream of your heart and start to flow with it and just you see what happens, provided you never
take yourself seriously (how can you?) while taking God as the fundamental condition ever more seriously, but even that relationship is playful and
friendly because it's also the very creation domain of all freedom and new possibility itself. What an awesome gift then and tool, this co-creative
process once embraced.
We let ourselves down, I know I did, but simply my making all the wrong assumptions based on faulty thinking at different level of egoic structure,
which when it tumbles is nothing less than the comedic material of all ages looking back in the hindsight of near 20/20 vision. We were nuts! Crazy.
The truth however is every CRAZIER, especially when the synchronicities start popping up all over the place pointing to the way to the realization of
a dream and of a life well lives and enjoyed, with courage, and authenticity or charm (don't know truly who we really are only that whoever we are
being and the role that we are playing is our own creation).
It's a union, where human being as the crowning glory of creation meets the crowning glory of creation who is Christ and Christ come of age in truth
and wisdom and Spirit. It's the wedding! Don't miss it simply because you have other things, other worries and concerns and attachments on your mind.
We can relax, smile and be ourself as we are, and then lo and behold, the creative process like a flower of life is opened up to us, and with a smile
we go forth into the Light Fantastic.
..just stream of consciousness ramblings I hope you didn't mind and I hope it makes some sort of sense looking back on what my fingers have typed here
while my mind became nicely blank, and I'm willing to risk being the fool, so... [post].
Wishing for you the very best and a happy and fulfilling life.
Thank for reading. Sorry for the run-on sentence structure hope it didn't bother you.
May God Bless You, in particular.
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