posted on Nov, 2 2012 @ 06:31 AM
Staring back at me is the one I despise.
I’m counting down the days when I realise,
The punishment I have rendered unto me,
Was there all along for me to see.
What’s a man supposed to do?
To see this damned wretched life all through.
All I want is to hold you close.
But this is the bloody life I chose.
I find myself doing nothing but pacing.
And all the while my heart is racing.
Is this why I am really here?
On this Earth to shed a tear?
I loathe that face in the cracked mirror,
I would not blame you for being Judge and Juror.
Cursed I am for being so free.
I love you so much its killing me.
7 more days and nights must pass.
Please my sweet love, try to hold fast.