posted on Oct, 30 2012 @ 01:52 PM
Here's the thing. I've been a paranormal investigator for a decade-ish. I'm scheduled for lapraposcopy on the 9th of November. I'll be going fully
under for this. And I'm terrified. First surgery ever.
BUT I want to see if something will happen while I'm under. I'd prefer nothing that means I had died and was brought back of course, though if
that's meant to be, it's meant to be. I'm more looking to see if I can just see the other side or communicate with someone/s.
It'd be interesting if it happened and I'll report here either way. I don't know if I should breathe in the gas (or whatever they give you) and
think of a destination or a person. I wonder if I think of a deceased loved one, I'll find them, or if I think of someone dear to me alive, I'd
maybe astral visit them in their home etc? I'm not really sure HOW to go about this. Sadly, right now, fear of surgery and pain and not waking up
from the anesthesia OR having it half take so I'm paralyzed but still feel everything going on ( have you read those stories? Oh my GOD....) is
invading my mind. BUT I think this would be a good opportunity to attempt this.
Any ideas what I could try while the anesthesia is taking affect? I can only obviously try one thing xD I can't just go, "Okay guys. Guys... this
isn't working. Lemme wake up a moment and yeah, try again with this other idea."
I'm fairly positive I'll feel woozy and then wake up 2 seconds later - though it's really been 4 hours (aka typical surgery from what I've heard)
- and have nothing, but I'm determined to try this. Am I able to do out of body experiences from the comfort of my bed? No. I have tried many times.
Have I been able to communicate with those deceased? Yes, I definitely have. I definitely have gifts, that's for sure.
I just want to make this surgery (and the possible next one given the results of this first one) work in my favor so I can hopefully see/experience
more out there and have some modicum of answers to questions we all have. Though sadly, the proof alone will be mine to hold. Until things happen
personally, not many believe others' accounts 100%. Still. I want to give this a good college try.
So, any and all opinions on what I could try, think about, focus on, do, mantra, etc would be most helpful. I have til a week from this Friday. I hope
others here get as into this as I am. I definitely want this to happen - but am also realistic that nothing will, too. It's a 50/50 of course. My
desire for something to happen IS high, though.