As I said before, I was a little skeptical at this point. She keeps rubbing my palm, the whole time our gazes were locked. She goes on to say I have a strained relationship with my father, and that I feel a lot of pain and guilt for my parents divorce. She said I need to forgive myself as I did nothing wrong. She also said she felt a great amount of sexual activity, though no actual relationship (being single I look to "other means" for satisfaction, so in order to keep my dignity I kinda just blew that one off like it was nothing, even though she nailed it). She said she could sense a great deal of mana flowing through me (I believe mana is the expression used by the Maori culture to describe intelligent energy aka prana, chi, etc. Please correct me if I'm wrong) however a blockage in my heart chakra is creating a disturbance. In order to fix this I need to repair my relationship with my father, forgive him and most importantly forgive myself, even though I did nothing wrong. She then went on to say she felt I have a lot of love to give, I just need to stop being afraid to show it, and that everything I touch within the next 6 months will turn to gold.
We hugged for a while afterwards. It was strange, as she told me all this it was as though she felt the emotions as well, which leads me to believe
this was sincere and not an elaborate ruse to mess with my mind lol. I mentioned before that when I meet someone, I don't give away much. Same thing
with this girl. Chatting to her on the way to the station, I told her pretty much nothing about myself, so cold reading (or is it hot reading?) I'm
fairly sure, is not the culprit. She said she wanted to work with me more, so I asked for her number. She said she'd lost her phone but gave me her
sisters number, who would be able to get me in contact with her. We hugged again, then she joined her friends I went on my way, my mind completely
blown as to what the # just happened! I waited a few days then called her sister, gave her my number and asked her to pass it on to the girl. Whether
she did or not I don't know, all I know is I didn't hear anything back. I was pretty keen on her after that as well, but hey that's life
So, what did I take from all this?
Initially I was disappointed, as this was someone I felt an actual connection with. For someone who struggles to connect with people this was a big
deal. I was a bit hurt that she didn't call back, whether she didn't want to or her sister just thought I was some stalker and didn't pass on the
message I guess I'll never know. So I cooled off and started to think about it with my head rather than the snake in my pants. If anyone is familiar
with The Ra Material, you'll understand the concept of catalyst. Basically, Ra states that we're in this density of existence to learn. Learning is
accomplished through catalyst, in which the universe essentially provides us a situation in which we have a number of ways in which we can react, and
it is through our different reactions to experience that we learn. It's hard to explain succinctly so if you're interested pm me and I'll link you
the material. I've been mulling over this experience since it happened and concluded that even if I never see that girl again, she provided a
catalyst in which I can choose to ignore the advice given or take action and do something about it, in this case try and foster a good relationship
with my father. I think I know which action I'll be taking. I know the skeptics among ATS will be quick to pass this off, I'm also sure this story
will resonate within some of you, maybe something similar has happened? If so, please share!
Anywho, that's my introduction. I hope I didn't bore you and that you took something meaningful from my story.