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Originally posted by Trusted
This is Michael here. 100% genuine here, so bear with me.
I have had troubles for years as to why people always remember me at first sight and why a good few of them ask me if we met before. People seem to always trust me straight away. I have been in many EU countries, worked temporally for sometimes weeks and months (I am an IT contractor), and this has happened in every single one of them.
I do not look like a famous actor or person, in fact nobody ever mentioned that.
I am average looking, average job, but I really feel all like I am at the wrong place most of the time. I do not look dumb either I want to specify.
I hate seeing misery, pain, injustice, cowards, lies. In fact I can be very sensitive and cry when I see things, like people hugging each other with no particular reason. I don't suffer any particular lack of love or anything like that.
I can be very tough and heartless too sometimes. There has been violence in my life, I inflicted violence too. But only when pushed around to my limits.
I have big dreams too, I am a big dreamer and so far I feel like I have failed to accomplish any of them.
My dreams are to change the world, get ride of tyranny. Put things right. Not just help a handful of people, I want all of this suffering, inequality to go away, off the face of this earth. I have the feeling we, humans, are just beings wasting precious time and lives. I see a bigger picture for us. But I am not sure what yet.
What is wrong with me, why do I want to save the world and who am I, I don't know. I feel distant from many people and their little consideration for basic things such as love and mutual respect. I don't enjoy a night out with lads and their drinking, I really feel like losing my time.
I was born towards the end of January 1976 if that makes any difference.
Thanks for your time.