posted on Mar, 20 2012 @ 08:29 PM
I have been off meds for about two days now and my so called symptoms didn't come back. It was like being read to interactive and somebody talking to
me interviewing me . Delusion or psychosis while it was happening I believed it was the government with radio transmissions because it was unlike any
mental illness I ever heard of. Talking to another person or many with their own personalities. It's gone now for about 2 to 3 months, I might just
needed shock therapy. I am cured, it seemed like a curse. I can stop showing up here drunk and disorderly pretending I still have freedom of speech
somewhere , because the bast@rds shouldn't legally be allowed to do this. Yeah mind control , I found you're implant "go into your neighbors
backyard". To get arrested right. Mind control. You own my house right and it's best I leave.
It was an accident really, I forgot to take my meds then noticed negative side effects went away so said " screw it". Five years of your journey
right when I asked this girl out bring my life crashing down wouldn't want to affect your commodities , you know it's just business. This kid who
went to jail for 5 years on drug charges gave me a copy of behold a pale horse in rebellion I think, against the government. Ohhh the horror you gotta
leave your house cause you know nobody likes you times Infiniti . I won you lost. Make me all schizo ed out and show up here all disheveled to talk
non sense or what for some reason might make sense based on what the voices or your next episodes of " friends" .
I can't describe this here and sound like a sane person. I can't show people what it was like and people here are still calling me the devil and
sh@t. The so called music empire isn't still active, I have scanned the music channels and it is all some emo crap , this generations music or " big
acts" the 00's or Tweens , sucks completely.
If you're going to passive aggressive riddle me this or not and Indoendo and curse or insult me please don't quote scripture I don't know what
you're talking about. It's hard to read and you all do it. Somewhere in between tv time or high school you're all biblical scholars that speak many
languages and fluent in numerous religions including this sites favorite atheism .
Watching the top 20 videos of eminem on fuse the other day, and my real name is one letter away from being Stan. People " for some reason " thought
I was going to mass murder the whole grade because I was gang molested into the emergency room in 8 th grade. Which didn't happen I found out I
really was physically attacked. I will remember you if you remember me, ahhhhhhhhh terrorist edition.
Can people here please stop referring to me as the devil, it's given me psychological problems. Before I was unemployed for awhile and I wouldn't
leave my house but in my house would be a window to this site.
Ohhh enough already that was about 3 years ago, and some people on this site knew who I was before that in some mysterious Freemason secretive
I recently posted on a thread " is Satan a real being" or something like that and he has a chosen one of Napoleon fame of megalomania and is a gun
wielding homicidal maniac with schizophrenia or a CPU or schizophrenia. Da Beast. When I first got here they said well what if the beast didn't grow
up enough yet or know what he was supposed to do, ...... Go on a World Tour with the rock stars. What would Jesus do? I don't know , not that.
About 5 or 6 things in Revelations closely resembled happening and I am sorry if I was trying to make sense of patterns that didn't exist, my head
was all screwed up.
This site also went overboard with eyes shooting hate rays out of you're eyes or something. There used to be an entourage of people I think used to
follow me around and visit my profile page and then go to other threads in a religious revolt and maybe all the adults here should be nicer to the
head trauma victim s. based on your writings " how old are most of you out there" ? I am in my twenties. Sorry again and this post is already too