The Breakdown

I had a breakdown.

It hurt so bad.

My spirit lost, to the darkness that was sad.

No one would listen.

But everyone claimed to care.

I secluded myself to selfishness.... to save myself from what I felt was deceit.

I hate myself.... my soul, my whole.

The world can go jump off a cliff.... and believe the lies they want to believe.

I guess I'll die alone.... no one to remember my face or name.

Watched a man go like that, as the darkness enveloped him
So I gave him a purpose, a vision of righteousness
Then I gave him the skills and nurtured his spark
His spark became a flame, a torch that chased back the darkness
Now his torch leads the way for others
And I watch from afar with a tear in my eye

reply to post by Neocrusader


Sounds like what is happening to me right now. Though I do not have my spark by my side.