Can anybody provide me with a link to a video for food storage etc.? I've looked on youtube but they're just showing of their storage

I find that the older I get the less I can depend on or hope for. I have faith I can get by somehow, but most of my plans fall though for any number of reasons. Sure, I can plan mundane things and get them done, esp. with a to do list, but concerning far ranging life plans, forget it. I gave up making real plans for my life a while back. Perhaps my plans are foolish and I have so many great expectations that would naturally be unattainable. What ever. I don't depend on a SHTF scenario but I hope the BS will end soon by what ever means. I don't want to die or live a miserable life, but both are certain in these uncertain times. What do I have to loose but my life anyway? I gave up caring and thus ended the frustration. Let what comes come, come what may. Let the winds of misfortune blow me around like a leaf in the wind. Not too many people would care and I'm mostly forgotten by the people who might care anyway.

Originally posted by Wolf321
I realized that I am depending on a 2012 SHTF situation. I hope for something, preferably the destruction of the plant, but I would accept anything. I just can't conceive of life going on AS IS, beyond the next year or two. This is the only hope I have in life. It's all that really keeps me going; waiting on a major change in humanity or to witness its extinction. If by 2015 we are still living our pathetic existence with no real promise of an event occurring, I don't know how I will cope with that mentally.

You took the words right out of my mouth. Life as it is now, is too superficial. One feels as if one has lived for a thousand years. I'm done with it. I cannot comprehend or pretend anymore. I am too tired beyond words. I am hoping and waiting for a SHTF to happen within a few months, if not days. If I die in the process, well so be it.

Preparations? I'm giving it 1 more month to go before I go 'officially dead'. If a SHTF happens within the next month, then good riddance. Saves me all the trouble from doing it myself. Oh yes. The SWillHTF. It's just a matter of time.