Yesterday I had a dream. In it I was confronting an unbeatable foe. I KNEW I was going to die in the conflict.
I am an avid dreamer, yet I NEVER seem to KNOW I am dreaming while in the dream. I have the ability to ensure I dream. What I do is set my alarm for
about 1-2 hours before I really need to wake, then go back to sleep and I instantly dive into a deep sleep where dreaming happens 100% of the time. I
learned this when I was in high school. I also am able to continue dreams sometimes, I wake during a dream, go back to sleep and continue right where
I left off. Cant get it 100% of the time much to my occasional frustration. ( You know what I mean

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I have never died before in a dream. Much less had SUCH a real and emotional experience and a feeling of reality even after I awoke. The emotions
still lingering right now.
The Dream:
Is getting very foggy at this point, except for the traumatic scene in which I faced death and prepared my self mentality. I was in the basement of
the house I grew up in, and father still lives in. With a group of people, family and children, I dont know who exactly as in most my dreams I FEEL
my connection to the person rather than see them visually. I felt that they were my family and children I needed to protect.
Which takes me to the moment:
An armed intruder or soldier or something like that.... an antagonist.... was armed and out to harm me and my family. He was breaking down the
barriers we set for him. The locked doors etc. I was helping get my family and the children out of a window, when he starts breaking in the door to
the room we are in. Almost all of my family and the children have escaped but not all, when he gets through the door with his weapon. I knew at
the rate that he was breaking in, that he would be in before we all got out.
I had about 10-30 seconds of time (it felt like forever) where I knew I would have to face him with no weapon or be killed from behind as well as
others. I knew what I was going to have to do for that same amount of time. I knew I was going to have to put myself between him and the others.
I had no weapon. I had no choice. I knew my foe was unbeatable; armed, larger physically, and INSANE with anger.
I knew I was going to die in order to let as many escape as possible... It wasnt sudden, I emotionally prepared for the moment he would kill me. I
felt those emotions and they have lingered with me all day. I have never felt those emotions before in such intensity. I remember seeing him get
through the door. Aim his weapon at me while yelling enraged coming at me. I went at him...... Then woke up!
I feel very odd.... in the fact that I have experienced something that most people only experience just before they die, yet I am still alive.
However..... I do not feel lucky in this experience at all. Truly a Nightmare.
Anyone else faced death, or died in dreams? Please discuss.