Ok I am Wiccan, and polytheistic and so the Goddess Kali is not completely unknown to me. Like most people who have heard of the Goddess, I thought
she was a Goddess of destruction so you will understand why I knew it was Kali visiting during my dream. The night before this dream I was actually
afraid I was about to die. Being chronically ill it’s not too much of an exaggeration to think that but I have had very bad panic attacks in my past
that made me feel this way and going to sleep was my biggest fear. I decided to lay in bed with my dogs, next to my husband caressing his hand. Hoping
tomorrow would come and truly wanting it to for him, because after all, no one escapes death but I know he needs me and I know I wouldn’t be at
peace if I had to leave him in death. Listening, concentrating on music, thinking of all the good times I have been blessed with at some point my
exhaustion overtook me and I fell asleep.
The first thing I realized while in the dream was that I was lucid, and lucid to the point that honest to Gods I sincerely considered in the dream
that this life was the actual dream. That’s how real it was. It was what I would imagine being an “Avatar” and straddling two words at the same
time, the confusion is…..overwhelming. I am walking through a house and turn to my left into what seems like a living room, with a television,
couches, but not my own living room and no room I have ever seen before. At least one of my current dogs is there, and in actuality she is my
familiar. I want to say that it was more than the one dog because I remember being concerned but I only saw her. My husband was in it too. Sitting on
a couch to my right, watching the television across the room. I continue to walk into the room and remember looking around…remembering I had gone
to bed, but in the dream that world was my reality. I neal down and sit on the floor, next to a chair where my familiar is laying. All of a sudden
this strange hush falls. Like what I would imagine they say elephants hear pre-dating a natural disaster. Like a pressure in my ears. Then a rumbling.
My husband and I look at each other and I remember thinking the world was about to end. Outside our window you see what seems kind of like a meteor
and with the rumbling, and when it hit, I had thought death was to follow and I was worried for my spouse. My dogs. As though this dream world had
mimicked for a second my real world. However, when the meteor hits and while it did make a huge rumble it didn’t damage as I would have thought. My
husband and I walk to the door to look outside and from the spot where this meteor hits comes a woman, seemingly floating and not walking. I remember
easiest about her were these deep green, bright green eyes. He skin looked, ashy? At least graying especially in comparison to the luminosity of her
eyes. She seemed to have the same color of sort of an energy field mostly at her sides surrounding parts of her hands. Really what it looks like is
like she is this bright green energy and she possessed a female body and the energy was so strong it shown through the eyes and broke through the
hands. The best I can describe.
She talks to both me and my husband and says to close our eyes and follow her. In the dream my husband is carrying me in his arms. We
are….gliding…through darkness. She says to us “He is waiting for you” and says while we are still gliding she says we can open our eyes. I try
to open them, I can’t get my right eye to open as though the pressure from the air we are gliding through makes it hard for me to completely turn my
head but I struggle to try and open one eye but all I see is darkness and can never open my right eye even though I am direly trying to. My husband
tells me it’s ok, open your eyes and I tell him I am trying but I just can’t. I don’t remember being afraid. There was an odd calm about it. I
wake up and realize it was a dream and fall back to sleep where immediately I am back to the same living room we had left. She is there again at the
door as before, she comes in and shows to us imagery, sort of animated along the wall pointing to this gremlin like thing saying this is “what they
can’t understand, and they needed our help to know what it was”. And again I wake up.
In retrospect I had thought…well…maybe I was visited by a Goddess and because of the meteor I thought maybe it was Kali. I really didn’t know
where else to start. So, because her green eyes were so very prevalent in the dream I did a search on green-eyed Goddesses. I come across this link
en.wikipedia.org... talking about a poem regarding a Goddess statue of gold with green emerald eyes,
of Kathmandu, Bajrayogini. I search more about this and I come across another link
en.wikipedia.org... which tells me more
about her, a volcano Goddess. It states on the site “According to a holy book, which was once discovered long ago, the site of the temple was once a
forked piece of stone, which spouted fire. This was quite significant when the rest of the world was covered with snow and before long there emerged a
five-colored flame, which came to be the volcanic goddess. The goddess ordered that a temple be built on the sight of her emergence and priests have
been making use of the nine surrounding caves for centuries to serve this temple ever since. The first priest to serve here was supposedly given
superior enlightenment and Bajrayogini is considered to be one of the wisest and strongest gods able to grant this gift.” And so I look more into
the actual name of the Goddess, Bajrayogini. I came across a couple of links like
www.roughguides.com... stating Bajra Yogini is the
eldest of a ferocious foursome of tantric goddesses specially venerated in the Kathmandu Valley. To Buddhist Newars – her main devotees – she is
identified with Ugratara, the wrathful, corpse-trampling emanation of Tara, one of the female aspects of Buddhahood. Hindus identify her as Durga
(Kali), the most terrifying of the eight mother goddesses. She’s also known as Khadga Yogini, for the sword (khadga) held in her right hand.
www.roughguides.com... I almost couldn’t catch my
breath. Kali. But why would Kali visit me, and then I find this:
www.squidoo.com... “For years, I've been fascinated by the
Hindu Goddess, Kali. She is very much misunderstood by Westerners, who see her as horrific, murderous, and a destroyer. This is far from the truth;
Kali is frightening in some of her aspects, but she is a demon killer, so needs to have that appearance. She is seen by many of her devotees as the
Great Mother, Kali-Ma……..Kali is a transformational goddess, and is sometimes known as Kali the Destroyer. This is not because she destroys
people, it is because she destroys ego. She destroys to recreate, and therefore can be seen as a nature goddess.
Many of Kali's devotees worship her in cemeteries, not because she is the Goddess of Death, but because she destroys the idea of the body, and the
ego. Her devotees often see her as a kind and generous mother, which is far from how she is depicted in images……” She is also considered the
Matron Goddess of Witches, which I didn’t know about.
In addition I find in this site:
www.rise-of-woman...