posted on Mar, 20 2003 @ 10:20 PM
In Old English, Godwinstowe means the holy place of the friend of God. Godwinstowe is not a place, but an allegory of Orthodox England.
Once a year, it is said, at midnight, on the anniversary of its burning by William's men, the old homes and monastery of Godwinstowe rise up from the
earth where they have hidden, straining but suppressed, these thousand years. From behind each shutter, so they say, glows a weak light and there
comes forth a weeping like a low piercing voice in agony of death, a weeping for lost happiness, a lament for England lost. And then the moon ripples
silver over the stream, the swaying trees answer in deep, hollow tones, and the echoes of this tangled melody ring through the forest.
But I believe, as all the trees in the forest believe, and all the wild beasts of the woods, all the fowl of the air, large and small, as the fox and
the hare believe, as the mole believes, burrowing with difficulty its winding passages beneath the roots of the ash and the birch, as every quivering
leaf believes, as every fragrant blossom believes, and every piece of moss and every crumb of earth, that the Day of Resurrection will come. Nay, we
do not believe it, we know it, and we live it, and we have ever lived and breathed by the knowledge of it.
That Day will be like every other day, rising with the rosed dawn, pinning the star of the sun to the top of the tallest oak in the forest. The trees
will not change their shapes, nor the animals: folk will not change their forms, nor the air be less sweet, nor the water less clear, nor the frost
less sparkling, nor the summer warmth less warm. Neither by sight nor by sound will anyone or anything feel the difference.
Only suddenly, between one moment and the next, all worries will flee away. Even the stones will feel ease and joy and lightness, as though they could
fly. And on account of this all will be different.
Above the trees where once stood Godwinstowe, the red edge of dawn will begin to show.
And Godwin the hermit, the conscience of England, waiting in his grave, buried beneath the monastery and a thousand years of earth and grass, will
wake in live amazement, his bones reclothed in flesh. After him, all generations of the monks of the monastery and the villagers, men, women and
children, will rise up too in the same way and begin to follow him, as before. They, banned all these long years from the light of the earthly sun,
will behold the light. They will see the woods and fields green again, and the bright fish swimming in the stream, and the meadowland by the bridge,
and the old, white church by the hall, and the watermill, and their own dear homes. Still not understanding what has happened, they will rise and,
following the hermit Godwin, they will begin to walk over the soft English grass again, as it was of old.
Blinking, dazzled, they will look at the richness of the living wood, lit by the morning light. They will touch the good earth with their feet and
feel its damp and dewy caress. That will revive them. A while they will stand, then they will go up from the stream by the shade of the trees. Up on
the hill, they will look, their eyes glistening transfigured with the look of the just who have received their reward, whose work is done. And they
will look in all wonder at the beauty of God's first and last, restored and deathless Creation, that Godwin saw in prayer of old. And they will say:
'So, what was foretold is then true, just as we all were told, just as we all believed ...'
And all over England, in countless long-disappeared hamlets, others too, like Godwin and his field of faithful folk, will see the first night of the
new world. And when the sun goes down in fiery brightness, the moon will wake, but not to new trials and tears, sorrows and ill omens. Battle and
strife and the heat of the day will be over, for ever and ever and ever. And the strength of the new earth will go forth to the stars which show the
path to the Milky Way, which leads straight to the gates of Paradise.
And everywhere, in all places on this long-tormented earth, spiritual prisons will open, the places of the torture and pain of sin will for ever
close, the undiscovered lairs of the persecuted, the clefts in the rocks, will open, as will the unruined hiding places of hunted souls and the secret
caves of the heart that were never found. Folk will rise up from them, and walk among the fair fields and in the greenwood and sing to God.
Resounding, the clear echo will surge up together with the swelling tide of prayer, mingling with the gentle breeze in the trees, the quiet tread of
the shy deer, the babble of the stream, the never-ceasing melody of the grace of God that has ever flowed through His Garden, all Creation.
And this will be the first Day of the Resurrection.
But how many more Crucifixions, like that of England of old, must there be, how many grievous trials must man suffer, to hasten this Day and make
himself ready for this Victory?
(c) Orthodox England - Published within the English Deanery of the Church Outside Russia: with the blessing of the Very Reverend Mark, Archbishop of
Great Britain and Ireland.