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I kind of feel stupid for posting that, but I was alone at the time and had more than few shots of bourbon. I appreciate everyone's good wishes though, very much. It's a part of life, I just wouldn't want to live so long that I'm the last one left of my friends or family. He was a really good guy with a huge heart and a damned good friend. Can't ask for more than that, so I was lucky to know him as long as I did. Besides, his ghost might kick my a$$ if he sees me moping anymore.