posted on Feb, 1 2011 @ 01:09 AM
Your growing old like the rest of us, thats all. Why are you questioning faith in yourself? Life can be mundane and boring sometimes but its all part
of the adventure. It seems to me that your tired of structure, and you want more excitement out of life. You'll get what your looking for eventually,
you just don't know what your looking for yet. Once you find it you will understand. I didn't know what I wanted either until I found the military,
my life has never been the same. Try being more spontaneous, you are the only one that is in control of your destiny, its what you make of it, nothing
is holding you back, only the fear of the unknown and uncertainty of what lies ahead. As cliche as it sounds, life is what you make of it. If you want
excitement then go find it, its out there somewhere I promise you.