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Originally posted by NoRegretsEver
Its early and I wanted to say what I wanted to say before, I lost my nerve. I am a true survivor of domestic violence, in the way that I would never discuss in on forum. I am a survivor and NOT a victim. There are things that could not be mentioned due to the intensity, and I have been on my own since then.
I want love, I probably even need it. But I cannot see how some people can straight out make a mockery of women like me. I am a cook, a sportsman, a old school video game lover, and I am scared to find someone to love me. I am sad now that I write this, but I am hopeful, that I will not become an example of the women/men that have starred your thread.
I am NOT a statistic, and I will not be someone that feels that I have to stand up for myself because someone cant let something go. I feel more sorry for someone like me than you. I'm sorry if you disagree, but I think Ive had just about enough of people putting people like me down.
I spend alot of time alone, and feeling helpless because I cannot identify with another, maybe I have it all wrong, or I'm scared, but this is not going to be my excuse.. will it be yours?!