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Originally posted by DisturbedToo
reply to post by Basel77
Cold hearted much? You know nothing about this person and you treat him/her like a child.
You need to be slapped by your mother, and beat by your father!
Originally posted by Blue_Mage
Take it easy everyone! I'm my own person! I met this woman online who can me a lot of the things I want in a woman. A family and a loving wife. She wants a man who believes in Jesus. I want Jesus so I can have her.
Originally posted by calstorm
reply to post by thewanger
I used to be a believer and in me deepest darkest hour I called upon the lord. I fully trusted god to help me, or at least give me the strength. to make it through, or that peace every one talks about. But you know what? Things got worse, I experienced true hunger from days with no food, not one person effed up person from my church would help or drive me to a food bank. instead of strength (and I am a pretty tough cookie and have been through hell many times and always came out stronger for it.) I found myself mentally in a place I never want to experience again Instead of peace I developed anxiety attacks. All the while I was being admonished by my fellow church saying God wasn't helping me because I didn't have enough faith. HA! I wouldn't have been where I was at if I had had less faith because then I wouldn't have "Put god in control" I would have never experience that heart wrenching pain from having 100% faith only to be let down, and I would have never had to deal with the emotions I struggled with after realizing i had been duped.
I normal never even talk about it, but I am a bit bitter today because someone brought it back up from the past and once again blamed me saying it was because I didn't have enough faith. It was faith that let me down