posted on Nov, 12 2010 @ 11:37 AM
reply to post by Romantic_Rebel
First of all it's never too late until you're dead. Second of all, Christianity isn't about going to church, it isn't about a holier-than-thou
attitude or being able to recited the bible or look up any scripture in 60 seconds or less.
What it really is is a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. It's breathing a prayer in the morning, it's a thirst to understand as much as
humanly possible about Him, it's always having a peace with you that most people could never understand, it's praying for your enemies and forgiving
those that try to harm you or your faith. It's loving everyone and trying to see the good in all situations - even if at the time, you're left
desolate, later on God reveals to you His plan in all this.
It isn't easy. Although you can backslide, it isn't something you can put on and take off like a coat. I personally believe that if your initial
commitment was true, you are still His child, you've just backslidden and fallen into the mud. I know you were made fun of back when you claimed
Christ, but the Bible says it best. We are strangers in the world, and the people of this world hate us for being different. At least we're not put
to death anymore like we were in Roman times!
It IS a blessing, and a huge one at that. God allows his children to be tested and tempered, trying to purify us as gold is purified in the fire.
Eventually you come out such a strong person though! As hard as my life has been, I wouldn't change a thing.
Please, U2U me if you have any questions. I'd love to talk with you more!