posted on Nov, 16 2010 @ 11:09 AM
I guess visualization (and really poor sight) does the trick for me. I can not deny that my life is dictated by fears in many ways, but at least I've
found a way to deal with whatever "lurks in the darkness".
My rational mind calms me everytime I hear a strange noise or see something in the corner of my eye..but sometimes when I'm struck by a creepy
feeling, I kind of light myself up from within. I see myself as a powerful source of bright loving light in a total darkness.
First I try to define the fear, is it man, animal or something else. I guess most animals around here fears me more than I fear them, if it's man I
suppose he/she sees no better in darkness than I do, and probably doesn't run as fast
..but the something else, the creepy feeling. In darkness, I have to totally trust my feelings. My poor eye-sight makes a walk in the night seem like
a drift in the void, everything is black, so what I can't see does not exist. I suppose that whatever gives me the chills cannot be that
strong/dangerous that actual harm could be done. Perhaps some entity feeding on my fear, or just my own mind playing tricks. I don't know, the
visualization always work.
edit on 16/11/10 by DogFin because: typos/grammar